i didnt read this over so it most likely makes no sence.. its a stream of thought....

[seethetears]

i watched two great movies today.. Sometimes i wish my life could be a movie. i wish i didnt feel empty inside when i cry. Does everyone feel this? does everyone go through a time where they want to feel pain because at least that is something? do i bring my depression upon myself? do i yearn so badly for acceptance that i pity myself? i have no

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[anonymous]

What movies?

Living

[anonymous]

If you want to start living, try challenging yourself more. I don't mean in school or games, but doing something that scares you every day. Something that gets the adrenaline pumping, whether it be jumping out of a plane or talking to someone new, do something simple that brings you out of your comfort zone for a few minutes. Try something new. Find something you love and run with it. What greater life can one live than one that follows their dreams? Even if you fail, you will learn about yourself and what makes you happy. Give it a try; step out the door with your eyes closed. Either you will step on firm ground or fall off a cliff...but sunshine and happiness are not found inside of the house. So if that's what you want, JUMP! You may be surprised at what you find.