my day was alright.. bearable.. that is until i got home ( Read more... )

happy? sad? depressed? extatic ( Read more... )

Apparently i complain too much ( Read more... )

I told Zack max died last night.
and this afternoon when i got home from work zack came over to help me bury max..
When he walks up he had something in his hand.
He had made max a little coffin.
here are the pics.. It was so beautiful.. and extremely thoughtful

RIP MAXWELL


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my hamster maxwell died last night ( Read more... )

So the last few days have been awful ( Read more... )

i cant sleep ( Read more... )

talked to smith on tuesday.. it went well (he said i opened up alot more than i had in the past..i almost cried a few times, i hate crying in front of people) hes gonna try to find me a therapist ( Read more... )

so i haven't slept well in like 3 weeks. :-/ .... last night i was so tired but i got home and got ready for bedbut couldnt fall asleep.. a repeat from the previous night.. there is to much on my mind and my bed hurts to lay in.. im never comfortable.. its either bc im too picky, i have back and neck problems, or i need a new mattress. nevertheless ( Read more... )

yes... so work ( Read more... )