Even though things are crazy now, and I don't have a set place to live and my dad told me Friday that he feels like he "doesn't love me" for the first time in 16 years ( Read more... )

Stayed at Breyell's last night, after my dad dropped me off literally as far on the edge of town as possible ( Read more... )

I'm staying at Breyell's tonight
Actually,
Looks like I may be there for a while..
Please come hangout with me!
I want to be out of Breyell's hair as much as possible.

I may have my cellphone back in an hour,
You may have to contact me via Breyell (woah, what an annoyance I am)

If I could find anywhere else to live ( Read more... )

I'm sorry things didn't work out between us

But I'm mostly sorry I can't take it all back and make things normal again.

I found this today,
while cleaning out my computer:


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I am Okay.

I just freaked out a little.
Over nothing, obviously.

No, really. Nothing was wrong. I just felt horrible.
I've been thinking too much. Changing at an insanely rapid pace. Having an existential crisis. All of which messed with my head. Apparently enough to make me sit in Dry River and cry?
See previous posts.

I'm done now, promise.

But I could ( Read more... )

Things that I spent money on last night:
Oreganos Pizza and Pizza Cookie
Admission to ten minutes of the show (saw the tics play four songs, sat outside and made balloon animals during the Riot Grrl Movie)
A basket of seasoned fries I couldn't finish
A programable LED ligh pen
Three Ring Pops (one for Briana A. and one for Caitlin)
Two punch balloons
A ( Read more... )

To celebrate Emily's birthday we watched Requiem for a Dream ( Read more... )

everything is still doing okay ( Read more... )