Comments | sehbebz: lullaby

sehbebz

lullaby

Oct 14, 2003 00:45

What happens when it all breaks ( Read more... )

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what doesn't kill you makes you stronger anonymous October 13 2003, 23:53:59 UTC

when you hurt i hurt too. and last night i just felt awuful, mostly because you were upset and that made me hurt. i know that i did absolutely nothing to hurt you on purpose but i still think i may have done something on accident. i just can't help thinking that. i'd never do anything to hurt you, ever, and i know u know that. i also know that it's hard to get a point across to me, especailly when i'm stuck on something. i read way into things sometimes, especailly with you. i promise this time i won't do that. i want you to tell me everything ur thinking. i don't want you to tell laura, or lindsay, or anyone else in the world, i need you to be my best frined and talk to me about anything that is wrong and/or needs to change. i consider you my best friend, and i hope i'm ur's; i just hope that you treat me as ur's now more than ever. don't hold a thing back even if u think it's not important. we had a great talk the other night, and i feel closer to you than ever. i don't doubt that u told me everything, but i just need ( ... )

anonymous October 15 2003, 12:25:03 UTC

Shaun , I can't even begin to tell you how sorry i am about last night . I was just reading your other journal entrys and i also remember and miss the days when we could just get up early and play in the snow . We always had ways to make ourselves have a blast , even when they were the stupidist things ever , like always trying to build that igloo but never being able to have it stand up , like sliding down Jones Road in our broken little sleds. Hiding out in your swingset fort with cocoa, skiing , all the fun times skiing. playing Alaska outside haha and the poor family out in teh cold always trying to make it back to safty . haha we had so much fun with those games and then there was death valley , when you hepled me conquer my fear with that one big hill. you always help me get over my fears. then we would come in , drink hot chocolate and play barbies , beg our moms for sleepovers when we knew theyd say "no its a school night " . that never stopped us. Those are only a teenie teenie portian of our WINTER ! i can't even express in ( ... )