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[sehnsuchtkuss]

It's time for me to write again, but if you are emotionally unstable, I suggest you do not read

This will not be long, I promise...just some....extenuating circumstances. It puts everybody in a hard place, and a hard decision to make. I want you to know, whatever you decide, I'll always be here, and you know who you are. I will wait for as long as it takes. You are truly something amazing, and it'll be worth whatever I have to wait. You may never quite know what this is to me, but my hope is that, someday, you'll understand somewhat, what I'm feeling, and why I've kept up this long....just maybe.

And So It Goes
-Billy Joel-

In every heart there is a room
A sanctuary safe and strong
To heal the wounds from lovers past
Until a new one comes along

I spoke to you in cautious tones
You answered me with no pretense
And still I feel I said too much
My silence is my self defense

And every time I've held a rose
It seems I only felt the thorns
And so it goes, and so it goes
And so will you soon I suppose

But if my silence made you leave
Then that would be my worst mistake
So I will share this room with you
And you can have this heart to break

And this is why my eyes are closed
It's just as well for all I've seen
And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows

So I would choose to be with you
That's if the choice were mine to make
But you can make decisions too
And you can have this heart to break

And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows.