I really must have been a horrible kid. I was reading some posts between rylie and Laina. I go into rants, pfft. Mabye i'm ranting now. whatever. I don't care. It kind of makes me wonder. does anymone know that I have changed? Does anyone care that i'm a different person. nope, i guess not. Rants, someday when this thing takes over my brain they'll ( Read more... )

Fucking, fuck, fuck. I know it's her. I know it. I'm not crazy i'm not lying. I know it's her. I can't post anymore and neither can all of you. Leave Milania Chase alone. Why didn't I write. Because I didn't know where you went, I was 13 and fucked up living on the streets of Galbadia, stealing, drinking...etc. so they threw me into a Garden to ( Read more... )

Milana Chase...well, it seesm to me that I have finally met someone who knows, knows how hard it is to be alone. Nobody that undertands you. I mean yeah Aria does a good job of understanding me but, we never talk about the sorcress war and what happened to me...I love her to death but she, nor anyone else will truly understand. Milana, however, we' ( Read more... )

i'm so happy. i'm not sick anymore. that and I have managed to get everybody's christmas presents. ha ha. well, hrm, i'm almost done my exams. one more to go. well, i'm excited, my wedding is in what 2 months. Aria decided on feb 14th. it's kind of cliched, but atleast i won't forget. lol. joking. well, hrm, what else. I'm planning to go training ( Read more... )

ok so i said that I wouldn't get that damn flu, boy I was wrong. I am so frigging sick it's bad. Ugh, I just want to crawl into my bed and stay there for a good couple of days. but i can't so much to do. ugh, if i don't die i will be suprised. bleh.

well fujin has a journal, that's pretty damn cool. well, i'm trying to re-do the look of my journal, but i don't really know how help someone? well that's it and selphie, don't leave, i'll cry if you leave and we all know what a bloody mess that would be...

well, there you go, I did it. I purposed to Aria. I'm so glad she said yes. I mean, there was no real reason that she would say no, unless she didn't want to. but i had my doubts, i had doubts that she would go out with me too, and look at us now. Well it happened like this, we all sat down to eat, which by the way the food was great, best i've ( Read more... )

I hate trains, i'm stiing here using Rylies laptop to update this and it's giggling all around and it's very hard to type. Anyways, it's crunch time. Soon i will reveal my secret and then everything will change. I'm so excited. Aria is out with Zell at the dining car, they're getting all kinds of treats, because they can't ahev any of quistis's pie ( Read more... )

well thanks giving is tomorow, i'm getting all packed because after thanksgiving dinner Aria and I are driving to Galbalia. It's going to be nice. A 5 day vacation. Shopping, sleeping in, eating...etc. It will be great. I honestly can say that she is the most wonderful person i've ever met. I wouldn't know what to do or how to be without her. Well ( Read more... )

i have been so damn overloaded with work as of late. hyne. honestly, i have a philosophy papter due monday, mod lit due thursday, psyc test thursday. sometimes i wonder. Lately Aria says i've been withdrawn. as my last post said i went back to the old stomping grounds, and now i feel better. i don't know. feeling really screwed up lately. but ( Read more... )