Worrywart

[seiichirou_uta]

I am I am I am...

*hits head on desk*
Too nervous to sleep, like Ken Lloyd would sing.

Oh why am I like that? I freaking hate not having control over my feelings!

My stomach feels funny... haven't eaten anything today. Too much tea.

I'm bored. Waiting. I don't like waiting. Makes me worry even more.

At least I've got darn good music (Face to face- best

Comments

[ghrelin]

What's wrong? :( What are you nervous about?

[seiichirou_uta]

The worst thing right now is waiting for answers to the job interviews I had two/three weeks ago. Three altogether. All told me they would tell me, how they decided by middle of LAST week. Until now nothing except one mail, I found about 3hours ago inside the spam folder! Why the fuck does gmx put that inside the spam folder?? And guess, what they wrote me. Something about "sorry, but we still have interviews left to do. It will take longer"
Man, for me it's only about my future. I finally want to know, if I'll have to move within the next two weeks and where to, or if I'll stay where I am right now.

I can't sleep anymore, because of that. Thoughts going round bla. My sleeping habits are very easily affected by such things. And because I hardly get any sleep anymore I worry about all the other private stuff going on even more.

*rantrantrantwhinewhine* Sorry ~.~

[ghrelin]

*big hugs*

oh man, I *completely* know where you're coming from. I was exactly this way when I was waiting for my grade in last term's clinical exams, the attending who graded us was notorious for failing people for no reason, and if i had failed it, I would have been in seriously deep shit. Didn't help that after the exam my bitch colleague had to tell me how supposedly 'all these questions were repeated from last year's exam' after I told her I hadn't looked at last year's exam. i basically sat there day and night staring at the grades site and refreshing it all the time until like a week later I finally found out I passed.

honestly though I was scared shitless the entire time and was mentally trying to formulate a plan for what I would do if I had failed...

[seiichirou_uta]

I'm so glad you passed back then.
And thanks for telling me about it. It gives me hope everything will turn out alright, despite all worries. *hugs back*

[yaoi_queen]

*hugs you tightly* Man, I hope you get call backs to any of those interviews. Good luck, dear. Shit, I'm still on pins and needles about finding a damn job. -_- It's annoying and having no damn money is so strenuous. Irk!

Get some sleep, okay? And *pokes you* I know one OTHER reason why you haven't been getting any sleep lately. XD *winks* I'm guilty, too. =P

OH HELL YES FACE TO FACE!!! <33333 That's one of the first Luna Sea songs I ever heard and it made me fall in love with them. ♥ I still love that band. Sucks they're disbanded. ;_;

[seiichirou_uta]

*hugs back* Thanks, Süße! (may I call you that? You would translate it to sweetie, but I don't like that word. I prefer the German one- it's cuter.<3)
Both of us will find a job, just wait and see! Keep on moving and someday you'll reach the goal.^^

Oh, I slept about 4 hours... seems like I'm getting used to it. Pfff, you know one other reason? How come? XD Please no discussions about who is guilty in what way! No one is guilty! These are the moments in my life when I still believe in fate- everything seems to go wrong and when you finally see a ray of light, Murphy comes running in and ...crashes the freaking laptop! Haha.

Yes, it's sad, buuut they joined other great bands who play great music, too. Inoran, Fake?, J and Tourbillon are only four of them<3 Everything has a good side to it^^

[yaoi_queen]

=o_o= Y-y-you're giving me... a German nickname... *dies* Excuse me while I wait for my heart beat to slow down. ♥ Of course you may call me that. Dear gawd, that makes me happy!

Hahahaha!!! Damn that Murphy for fucking up my laptop! XDD But, yes, I believe fate played a hand in us meeting, as well. <3 People enter our lives for a reason and it takes awhile before we realize what that is. I may not know the exact reason why you suddenly popped into my life, but I know it must be good. ♥ I hope my reason for coming into yours will be positive, as well~

Yeah, I realized I should have stated that I was happy the band mates moved on to other awesome bands. ^^; *derp*

[seiichirou_uta]

Haha, so cute! &hearts

I agree and I'm sure, the reason is positive, indeed. And as my mum always says, no matter if the current situation is good or bad: "You don't know what it's good for." To me nearly everything in life has a positive side and one of my ambitions is it, to find those sides.

omg, your and my icon just made me crack seeing them next to each other! PrussiaxGermany anyone? XD