Someone want to put me out of my misery?
Woke up on the wrong side of existence. Stuff to ignore if you happen to be in a really good mood.
The school bus, in all it's permanent marked glory, told me it's better to burn out, than to fade away. Lyrics from some song I think.
And damn, of course I would choose fading away rather than burning out because that's what I do best, that's what I know best and the people who I'd give my life for feel it's best.
So I came back to the city just to get cozy with my nice, familiar little rut with all it's scary little personality dysfunctions. For the past few days all I do is wake up, eat, purge, stare out the window, stare at the computer, sleep and set myself on repeat. And fuck! I didn't realize until I went away what a lonely existence I entertain. It's days like these I just want to close my eyes and never wake up.
The school bus, in all it's permanent marked glory, told me it's better to burn out, than to fade away. Lyrics from some song I think.
And damn, of course I would choose fading away rather than burning out because that's what I do best, that's what I know best and the people who I'd give my life for feel it's best.
So I came back to the city just to get cozy with my nice, familiar little rut with all it's scary little personality dysfunctions. For the past few days all I do is wake up, eat, purge, stare out the window, stare at the computer, sleep and set myself on repeat. And fuck! I didn't realize until I went away what a lonely existence I entertain. It's days like these I just want to close my eyes and never wake up.