Lalala.

[seiyaryu]

Welll I'm bored and depressed so hello LJ. It's weird cuz I still laugh and make jokes but even while I'm doing that I'm not actually happy, it's just habit or something. Makes laughing seem very empty. u.u Oddly enough I think I seem better at being a social person when I'm depressed. Puts my sanity levels in check, I guess, and brings me back

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[nethery]

Hey, Nicole, how'd your Thanksgiving turn out? :D

Hey, check your tires and see how their tread is if you're unsure the snow is going to melt before Monday comes around. Just remember to drive slowly and take your time when going to school.

Why're you depressed?

[seiyaryu]

thanksgiving was pretty great! and yeah I really should, according to weather people there's gonna be freezing rain/sleet so there's no hope for clear roads, just ice-covered ones. I'm depressed because Robert's been ignoring me a lot ever since he left here.. like he knows I haven't been feeling well but last night all he did was play forums and gaia even though I was asking to play something with him.. he didn't even call me to tell me after someone tried breaking into his room and the cops showed up... and the night before last we agreed that he'd play a game he'd been wanting to and it'd be quick and he'd tell me when he's done. Well I fell asleep waiting for him and woke up six hours later (7 AM) to find that he'd completely forgotten me...

[nethery]

He'd spent the whole time on the computer doing stuff and didnt once think to talk to me.. and he's been getting grumpy at me constantly... x.x I feel so horrible