where would i go from here?

[seiyume_echizen]

"we don't have to dwell on the painful moments., we won't be able to forget them, even if we wanted to., if you were to smile and have fun for a moment or two, i doubt anyone would blame you for it., some might even be made happier for it..." --fai d. flowright



' .,where would i begin?, saa, i'm confused...i actually had no clue where to start.,

' .,i loomed over dream novels last night, that's why i have faint dark circles around my eyes...but it made me happy...choutarou, maa, i suddenly missed date kouji., *pouts* and jirou too...takuya, where are they right now i wonder...

' .,i just finished cooking lunch, christmas is coming.,i'm lonely, and heartbroken but surprisingly happy., many good changes came like a wave after d break-up, so can you say i shouldn't be happy?, i know, i too had fault concerning the break-up...i'm sometimes hard to get by when i'm my mood swirls and i tend to get everyone clam up when i'm pissed...

' .,christmas...i'll again spend it alone, no partner whatsoever., gaa, i also starting to miss keigo!, why?,

' .,i should be happy first., and maybe, after that i'll soon discover what should i do next.,