In the last 24 hours I have had several things happen that could be called insane. The most recent of all of them is that I think I am falling for a red horned, red eyed, green demon
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Did I do something to offend her? Let me see...she drank, she spilled, we fixed, she offered and I accepted, she came to my room, we ordered food....hmm? Not that I could remember. So, why the sudden Dr. Jekyll syndrome. The sudden change in her was so intense it actually made my horns hurt.
"Never pegged you for the eat and run type but I guess we all have our little secrets now don't we." I laughed nervously and winked.
Maybe if I could just lighten the mood, Angie's Mr. Hyde face would pop back to the surface and we could go back to that warm fuzzy feeling I was beginning to like so much. Definitely more then this new series of shocks and sharp edges defense system I was getting off her now.
Now he is trying to make me smile and honestly, I would think it was cute if it didn't annoy me so much. Ok so it isn't that it annoys me, it's just that I can't let myself get attached so I have to make it annoy me, if that makes any sense whatsoever.
"I can't do this." I whisper as I look away. I wanted nothing more than to cling to him and shout hey I like you, but I couldn't. I couldn't let anyone else die because if me...I wouldn't let anyone else die because of me.
"M..Maybe I should go now." I suggest. This suggestion was more out of fear than anything. Fear that he knew at this very moment what I was feeling, even without the singing, and that he was going to call me on it.
I knew I should have just gone to my room and gone to sleep. Maybe then I wouldn't be so conflicted and he wouldn't be looking so cute right now. Imagine that, me thinking a demon is cute. Next thing we know I will be having warm fuzzies for a vampire.
Boy oh boy was I ever getting a crash course in bi-polar 101. Not that Angie was normally like this, I don't think, but right now the sudden change in attitude was nothing short of quick and amazingly aggravating. But, I tried my best to remain my happy shinny self despite of things.
Well you can't leave now, how on earth will I eat all that food I just ordered. I mean, unless you know another slayer around here will a good healthy appetite to take your place."
I didn't want anyone to take her place though. I really like the lady and wanted her to stay as long as possible. So why all these crazy mixed feelings. First she likes me now she was trying her damnedest not to like me. What was she so scared of? The fact that I was demon, did that do it, did that instant realization change everything?
"I'm not such whats got you worried sugar plum but I can assure you your safe here and I'd really like it if you stayed."
"I am sure you can share some with Fred...Or I can take some back to my room...I just shouldn't be here." I said as I looked away from him. I just wanted to relax, to curl up and have him be near me, but I couldn't
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Did I do something to offend her? Let me see...she drank, she spilled, we fixed, she offered and I accepted, she came to my room, we ordered food....hmm? Not that I could remember. So, why the sudden Dr. Jekyll syndrome. The sudden change in her was so intense it actually made my horns hurt.
"Never pegged you for the eat and run type but I guess we all have our little secrets now don't we." I laughed nervously and winked.
Maybe if I could just lighten the mood, Angie's Mr. Hyde face would pop back to the surface and we could go back to that warm fuzzy feeling I was beginning to like so much. Definitely more then this new series of shocks and sharp edges defense system I was getting off her now.
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"I can't do this." I whisper as I look away. I wanted nothing more than to cling to him and shout hey I like you, but I couldn't. I couldn't let anyone else die because if me...I wouldn't let anyone else die because of me.
"M..Maybe I should go now." I suggest. This suggestion was more out of fear than anything. Fear that he knew at this very moment what I was feeling, even without the singing, and that he was going to call me on it.
I knew I should have just gone to my room and gone to sleep. Maybe then I wouldn't be so conflicted and he wouldn't be looking so cute right now. Imagine that, me thinking a demon is cute. Next thing we know I will be having warm fuzzies for a vampire.
"I should go."
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Well you can't leave now, how on earth will I eat all that food I just ordered. I mean, unless you know another slayer around here will a good healthy appetite to take your place."
I didn't want anyone to take her place though. I really like the lady and wanted her to stay as long as possible. So why all these crazy mixed feelings. First she likes me now she was trying her damnedest not to like me. What was she so scared of? The fact that I was demon, did that do it, did that instant realization change everything?
"I'm not such whats got you worried sugar plum but I can assure you your safe here and I'd really like it if you stayed."
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