Adrift

[sekkie]

It is a goal of mine to post at least once a week, but I've got nothing. I've got plenty, but it's all vitriol and bitterness, and despite attempting to get it all out, I end up feeling petty and silly and delete it. If I'm really upset about something, I can't make fun of it, and if I can't make light of it, I can't talk about it because humor is

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[girlguidejones]

Hmmm.

These are the times in which women's souls try new forms of chocolate.

At least, that's how it works for me. You could always cancel the family reunion and come crash with me.

::makes cute puppy dog face::

Seriously, I think I know where you're at. I've felt that way before, almost like I didn't have a 'right' to be as upset as I was, but I was anyway. Which just ups the pissed-offed-ness quotient of the whole thing.

Anyway, I love you.

So does Jensen. His s1 dvd is out today. He urges you to buy and get lost in his dreaminess.

[chasarumba]

The ability to laugh is definitely my lifeline as well. And it's very dark and ugly inside when that ability isn't within reach for whatever reason.

If you need anything -- whether it's a fun anything or not, because sometimes it's not about fun -- I'm here.

[girlguidejones]

Chasa is right, of course. Sometimes it isn't about fun. And of course my answer is mostly humourous, because that's what I do, even when the whole point is you need your laugh back and can't find it right now.

I hope it doesn't look like I didn't even bother to hear you. I did.

[sekkie]

This is why I love you both--you get the laugh in the face of darkness. I know you heard me--no worries! I don't like that I'm all navel-gazy right now, and I wish I would just snap out of it already. Much like being physically ill, I have a limited shelf-life on funks.

And I love Dean Winchester, too, but uh, not for honorable reasons. :)

[girlguidejones]

Heh. I *know* people who I only *wish* had a limited shelf-life on their funks. They pretty much pay a mortgage there in Funk-y-town. You, thankfully, are of another sort altogether. A cool sort. ;)

Pretty sure Dean wouldn't care if your reasons were honorable or not.

Heh.

[thestormcellar]

*hugs* I so know that feeling.

[random_serious]

Hey

I hope you are feeling better, now. (And as for the bad mood sticking: that's human. I think it is good to have and show some "mercy" toward ourselves, and let ourselves wallow in every once and awhile.)

But I did have an ulterior motive coming here too: I responded to one of girlguidejones's posts and inquired as to her wonderful icon and its origins. She suggested that I ask you, as you are a bastion of retroish icons (and I would greatly appreciate finding icons with snappy texts). So, where would I find some, do you know?

Thanks!

[cibby]

I wish I could come there to feed you (and share) chocolate and booze.

You know without me saying that you feeling bad is just wrong on so many levels and man do I get it. One of my worst issues, in my opinion, is that I get so worked up and or PISSED and feel like I have to right to be that mad, or even worse that I caused the problem so why be pissed. Then I'm more pissed. And a little violent even.

Whatever it is, if it makes you unhappy, it's worth you being mad, sez I. And revel in it and don't feel bad! You be pissed! And share it if you want to. Anyone who knows you even a little knows the very last thing you are is petty! If there is anything I can do at all, I want to so call!! Love you!!