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[sekkusu]

I just dont know anymore... I sit here next to my grandma person and she is dying. I never quite understood that word. I am so black and white when it comes to death... you are either dead or your not. I never have ever seen an inbetween. She cant do anything on her own, I am sure this is frustrating for my papa but there is nothing that I can do

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Just hang in there

[visiteme]

I wish I could tell you something more helpful. Everything will turn out right in the end. Jan will at some point pass and it will be a sad day, but she wil be with her husband again and she will be happy. Your baby will be born and she will be one of the most carasmatic, wonderful, loveable, sweet, and beautiful children of her generation. Because she will have a great mother and a great family, a family far from being nuclear with a minivan and all, but a great family none the less who will love her more than any biologically nuclear bs family ever could. So stop loosing sleep over worrying, and tell Ryan to too because I was without my father for long periods of time throughout my childhood and adolescence and I am turning out just fine.