everyone has that moment when everything just crashes to hell at the peek of greatness. well this entire experience with laura has been just that! oh man shit has been crazy. im sure more so for her. she has been the one who has had to deal with most of it. most of the humiliation, imbarrasment and now im finding out she has issues going on that i ( Read more... )

" Just for the record.. I dont hate you. I dont want anything to do with you. If our paths cross sometime.. I wont even look twice. You were the one who said, the first time we dated, I dumped you bc you wouldnt sleep with me (lier).... Dude that was so gay. Its like... you want me to to give you the time of day? Hell no ( Read more... )

well this is more likely my last post about the whole situation ( Read more... )

ya i know it was my fault ( Read more... )

man im so sick of all this highschool drama! FUCK THIS! ya ok you got rid of me now i hope your happy. i think i hear dallas calling your name again!

man once again im saying how hard this is for me to deal with. not only did i hurt my gurl but i hurt one of my best friends. im so lonely. man punishment is brutal! oh well ( Read more... )

you know i have had a thing for laura for quite some time. and as i have said i finally got the chance to have her, once i got her man everything was awsome! then i fucked up. since then she hasnt been talking to me. she says "she needs time" well im not good at this "i need time" BS. i cannot handle wether she is pissed of or not having her not ( Read more... )

NUMBER ONE ( Read more... )

well these past few days have sucked SO damn much. its only been a little while since laura let me talk to her but it feels like forever and more. Why is it that the person you love is the first person you hurt? i never wanted to hurt her at all in any way but i managed to fuck things up. i wish i could go back and take back the night. go back to ( Read more... )

well i fucked up. oh man did i fuck up! i have got the greatest girl a man could ever dream up. she is everything a man could wish for, except she is not a dream and she is not a wish, she is real. she brings me happiness with everything. and tonight i hurt her. i broke the trust that bonds our relationship. i fucked up royaly ( Read more... )