thanks for your understanding because it's what i needed right now.  don't worry , smile!  You'll always mean a lot to me =) promise.

A part of me wants to leave you alone.
A part of me wants for you to come home.
A part of me says I'm living a lie.
(And I'm better off without you.)
A part of me says to think it through.
A part of me says I'm over you.
A part of me wants to say goodbye.
A part of me is asking why...

A part of me wants to leave.
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Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you
Mama, mama you’re the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama, I just want you to know
Lovin’ you is like food to my soul

~*~
Thank you for everything that you have done for me.  
You have been and you will always be an inspiration.  
You are the reason why you make me want to live. 
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Friendship is a priceless gift
that cannot be bought or sold

But its value is far greater
than the mountain made of gold

For gold is cold and lifeless
it can neither see nor hear

And in the time of trouble
it is powerless to cheer

It has no ears to listen
not heart to understand

It cannot bring you comfort
or reach out a helping hand

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i'm finally eighteen! 

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i'm just glad everything's all good. oh man, i never knew letting go of all the hate and the past can feel so right. i guess i had too much pride in myself to say sorry. after 1 or 2 years, like friggin' hell i can't believe i held grudes for so long and when i think about it, the reasons for my grudges were stupid. but whatever! it's all gone :) ( Read more... )

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yeeuh!! semester 1 is FINALLY over and i'm ready for the next one.  especially for french with sarah and amanda.  oh boy.  well, semester 1 ended pretty good...

THURSDAY:
- LAST exam
- lost lipgloss
- missioned to square one with l'eggo my eggo
- good talks and jokes
- spent around $150 :o
-  had fun :)

FRIDAY:
- ellian's debut practice
- and DAMN he's ( Read more... )

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taking a 15 minute break from studying and exams a figgin' KILLER. exercise science tmrw :S, so studying to the maximus. my brain feels like it's going to EXPLODE any minute.