i took the S.A.Tan test this morning at 8. i don't even start thinking that early. by the time i was finished my brain was pretty much brutally murdered by little graphite circles. there is absolutely nothing of value in that test.

Dana and i picked out her dress fabric yesterday; it'll be swell. she's my wonderwoman.

very well,
goodnight

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

i deleted my myspace account.
i've concluded that it's a sanctuary for immature, pathetic teenagers infected with angst to get together in common interest in NOTHING. i'm apalled that its taken me a year to realize that i'm above this closed minded subculture and feel almost hypocritical for even being involved in it ( Read more... )

this has been a good week; that's all i have to say.

maybe not.

my dreams have been giving me bad omens. first the wedding, the rejection to social interaction, and then last night someone told me Mr. came back already but is already down in California working again. I assured myself that Mr. is not done yet and that he can't be down there ( Read more... )

"He's gorgeous. Everybody loves that guy. He's built like an Abercrombie and Fitch model. I've even seen him checking himself out in the mirror."
"i probably would too if i was that attractive."

That is all. It's always been a question of mine if he stared at his reflection as fondly as he stared at me... probably not. More likely, it's a sick ( Read more... )

gee wiz this week was eventful, so i can't just let it pass by without recording it somewhere. i'll be cool like everyone else and brag about how busy i am and make everyone else feel as if their lives are pointless ( Read more... )

A - Age you got your first kiss: like 5 ( Read more... )

I wish i was a hunter in search of different food
I wish i was the animal which fits into that mood
I wish i was a person with unlimited breath
I wish i was a heartbeat that never comes to rest

Komm zu mirI wish i was a stranger who wanders down the sky ( Read more... )

"Dear Diary ( Read more... )

I GOT MY EFFING CAPSULES

i hate you all, actually.