[FST] Solitaire: A Kanda Yuu + Li Lenalee FST
I'm not really confident with my Photoshop skills so I made the covers as simple as possible. Plus, I suck in manipulation so I used fanarts~ Can you now see how lazy and uncreative I am ~.~
solitaire ♠ a kanlena fst
[Latin, solus meaning alone] a card game played by a single person; a gem in a setting by itself
solitaire ♠ clay aiken
His footsteps echoed loudly around him, the silence in the empty space even more defeaning. It was a path he followed, a path only he could take. And there was no turning back. Not unless he wanted to see the tears in her eyes. Not unless he wanted a home to come back to.
There was a man, a lonely man
Who lost his love through his indifference
A heart that cared, that went unshared
Until it died in his silence
~♠
last night on earth ♠ delta goodrem
She turned on her bed, the sounds of war, of death and destruction, ringing outside the window of her room. She could see his figure, his back facing her, a still silhouette against the moonlight. She could smell his faint scent, a mixture of rain and metal. She could see his hand, a tight grip around Mugen. She curled her fingers around the corner of her pillow, the linen muffling her tears.
It's the last night on earth before the great divide
My hands are shaking time was never on our side
And there's no such thing as a beautiful goodbye
As an ordinary day I prayed for you a thousand times
~♠
still alone ♠ hamasaki ayumi
She could only watch him from afar, only greet him when he would return, bid him goodbye when he would leave. She could never follow his path, never expect his departure, never anticipate his arrival.
I loved your face that
seemed to tell the future.
For you to protect that dream,
I couldn't be with you.
~♠
secret heart ♠ feist
Everybody had been asking him the same question. Everybody had been telling him the same thing. He could only glare and retort and snap. He would rather face a thousand demons that plagued the world than say those three words out loud to her.
What are you so afraid of
Could it be
Three simple words
Or the fear of being overheard
~♠
fallen ♠ sarah mclachlan
It was that dream she had always feared, a dream where everybody was pale and lifeless, unmoving and stiff. A nightmare she could not understand, a vision she could not erase. She feared to touch him, feared to hold him, feared that he might disappear like the wind.
In the lonely light of morning
In the wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I've held so dear.
~♠
so she dances ♠ josh groban
The sky was her stage, her steps fluid and effortless and weightless. She was a sight to behold and for him, too far and out of reach. She was like the wind: flowing, free and fleeting.
So she dances
In and out of the crowd like a glance
This romance is
From afar calling me silently
I can't keep on watching forever
I give up this view just to tell her
~♠
infection ♠ chihiro onitsuka
She clenched her fists, half-moon incisions on her palm, as tears fell down her cheeks. She wanted to be strong. She wanted to stand to where he was. She wanted to stay by his side until the end. And yet here she was, imprisoned in a glass cage, simply awaiting for his promise.
An explosion has ripped apart
The shattered fragments of my heart
And although now all I see
Are glittering lights all around me
When, I wonder,
Did I become this weak?
~♠
deep inside of you ♠ third eye blind
He had always been alone until he met her. And had never felt alone until he met her. Only she knew his secrets, only she knew his different sides, even those that he barely knew himself. When he would ask her, she would only smile that knowing smile, that smile created to irk him. And he knew, oh he knew, that those secrets were only theirs to keep.
A wind chime voice sounds
Sway of your hips 'round rings true
It goes deep inside of you
These secret garden beams
Change my life so it seems
~♠
need to be next to you ♠ leigh nash
She denied all allegations. He denied it too. She said she liked everybody and he was no difference. He said he had no interest, a mere waste of his time. They both said they had no time. Not with their occupation. Not with the world being overrun by the evils. And it was a lie that they would have to keep until they both decide to accept what was between them, when neither of them could deny it no longer.
Been running from this feeling for so long
Telling my heart I didn't need it
Pretending I was better off alone
But I know that it's just a lie
~♠
chameleon boy ♠ blue october
He was unpredictable, a ticking time bomb without a warning label, and he, of all people, knew about that. And often times, not once or twice had he told her to stay away, to leave him be. She would see it as his desire to be alone, never as his desire to protect her.
So now we've come upon the hardest thing I've ever done
It's telling you that I'm a mess
What sort of mess I mean
Is self-destructive gasoline
The kind that strips you of your best
♠ Mediafire ♠
Notes:
♠ I'm not sure if other people would think that the songs are appropriate as well. I have a weird sense when it comes to music and I usually base much on the lyrics and the tune. Plus, my explanations are usually in a form of prose itself so it's really confusing @___@ I'm not good in other forms of explaining things.
♠ Solitaire - At first, I thought the lyrics shouted more 'Allen' than 'Kanda'. But after listening closely to it for the second time, it sounds more Kanda. I also based the title of the FST itself on it. Because of (1)the lyrics and (2)its meaning.
♠ For one, the relationship between Kanda and Linalee isn't exactly as strong as AllenLina or RabiLina. Kanda is aloof and likes to keep to himself and Linalee, while she wants him to be a part as well of her 'family', steps away out of respect for him. They never really had that many scenes in the manga that could solidify their relationship. However, I've always felt that there is mutual feelings of respect and camaraderie towards each other, whether as two friends or two people who have deeper feelings for each other.
♠ For two, the game solitaire is also known as patience in British English. Solitaire [solitary] is to Kanda as Patience [obviously, the virtue] is to Linalee. HAHA! It's the weirdest analogy ever, not to mention the suckiest explanation I could give xDDD
♠ Fanarts can be found here. They're not mine.
♠ Usual disclaimers apply.
♠ Comment~♥ Because I love comments~♥
solitaire ♠ a kanlena fst
[Latin, solus meaning alone] a card game played by a single person; a gem in a setting by itself
solitaire ♠ clay aiken
His footsteps echoed loudly around him, the silence in the empty space even more defeaning. It was a path he followed, a path only he could take. And there was no turning back. Not unless he wanted to see the tears in her eyes. Not unless he wanted a home to come back to.
There was a man, a lonely man
Who lost his love through his indifference
A heart that cared, that went unshared
Until it died in his silence
~♠
last night on earth ♠ delta goodrem
She turned on her bed, the sounds of war, of death and destruction, ringing outside the window of her room. She could see his figure, his back facing her, a still silhouette against the moonlight. She could smell his faint scent, a mixture of rain and metal. She could see his hand, a tight grip around Mugen. She curled her fingers around the corner of her pillow, the linen muffling her tears.
It's the last night on earth before the great divide
My hands are shaking time was never on our side
And there's no such thing as a beautiful goodbye
As an ordinary day I prayed for you a thousand times
~♠
still alone ♠ hamasaki ayumi
She could only watch him from afar, only greet him when he would return, bid him goodbye when he would leave. She could never follow his path, never expect his departure, never anticipate his arrival.
I loved your face that
seemed to tell the future.
For you to protect that dream,
I couldn't be with you.
~♠
secret heart ♠ feist
Everybody had been asking him the same question. Everybody had been telling him the same thing. He could only glare and retort and snap. He would rather face a thousand demons that plagued the world than say those three words out loud to her.
What are you so afraid of
Could it be
Three simple words
Or the fear of being overheard
~♠
fallen ♠ sarah mclachlan
It was that dream she had always feared, a dream where everybody was pale and lifeless, unmoving and stiff. A nightmare she could not understand, a vision she could not erase. She feared to touch him, feared to hold him, feared that he might disappear like the wind.
In the lonely light of morning
In the wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I've held so dear.
~♠
so she dances ♠ josh groban
The sky was her stage, her steps fluid and effortless and weightless. She was a sight to behold and for him, too far and out of reach. She was like the wind: flowing, free and fleeting.
So she dances
In and out of the crowd like a glance
This romance is
From afar calling me silently
I can't keep on watching forever
I give up this view just to tell her
~♠
infection ♠ chihiro onitsuka
She clenched her fists, half-moon incisions on her palm, as tears fell down her cheeks. She wanted to be strong. She wanted to stand to where he was. She wanted to stay by his side until the end. And yet here she was, imprisoned in a glass cage, simply awaiting for his promise.
An explosion has ripped apart
The shattered fragments of my heart
And although now all I see
Are glittering lights all around me
When, I wonder,
Did I become this weak?
~♠
deep inside of you ♠ third eye blind
He had always been alone until he met her. And had never felt alone until he met her. Only she knew his secrets, only she knew his different sides, even those that he barely knew himself. When he would ask her, she would only smile that knowing smile, that smile created to irk him. And he knew, oh he knew, that those secrets were only theirs to keep.
A wind chime voice sounds
Sway of your hips 'round rings true
It goes deep inside of you
These secret garden beams
Change my life so it seems
~♠
need to be next to you ♠ leigh nash
She denied all allegations. He denied it too. She said she liked everybody and he was no difference. He said he had no interest, a mere waste of his time. They both said they had no time. Not with their occupation. Not with the world being overrun by the evils. And it was a lie that they would have to keep until they both decide to accept what was between them, when neither of them could deny it no longer.
Been running from this feeling for so long
Telling my heart I didn't need it
Pretending I was better off alone
But I know that it's just a lie
~♠
chameleon boy ♠ blue october
He was unpredictable, a ticking time bomb without a warning label, and he, of all people, knew about that. And often times, not once or twice had he told her to stay away, to leave him be. She would see it as his desire to be alone, never as his desire to protect her.
So now we've come upon the hardest thing I've ever done
It's telling you that I'm a mess
What sort of mess I mean
Is self-destructive gasoline
The kind that strips you of your best
♠ Mediafire ♠
Notes:
♠ I'm not sure if other people would think that the songs are appropriate as well. I have a weird sense when it comes to music and I usually base much on the lyrics and the tune. Plus, my explanations are usually in a form of prose itself so it's really confusing @___@ I'm not good in other forms of explaining things.
♠ Solitaire - At first, I thought the lyrics shouted more 'Allen' than 'Kanda'. But after listening closely to it for the second time, it sounds more Kanda. I also based the title of the FST itself on it. Because of (1)the lyrics and (2)its meaning.
♠ For one, the relationship between Kanda and Linalee isn't exactly as strong as AllenLina or RabiLina. Kanda is aloof and likes to keep to himself and Linalee, while she wants him to be a part as well of her 'family', steps away out of respect for him. They never really had that many scenes in the manga that could solidify their relationship. However, I've always felt that there is mutual feelings of respect and camaraderie towards each other, whether as two friends or two people who have deeper feelings for each other.
♠ For two, the game solitaire is also known as patience in British English. Solitaire [solitary] is to Kanda as Patience [obviously, the virtue] is to Linalee. HAHA! It's the weirdest analogy ever, not to mention the suckiest explanation I could give xDDD
♠ Fanarts can be found here. They're not mine.
♠ Usual disclaimers apply.
♠ Comment~♥ Because I love comments~♥