[FST] Half Alive: A Kanda Yuu + Li Lenalee FST
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NaNo's over so yeah, I'm back again. And yes, I saw the latest chapter. Anyway~♥ Again with the simple covers and fanarts. Ahahahahaha! I promise to study Photoshop and learn photo manip next time.
{half alive} a kanlena fst
{lullaby for a stormy night} vienna teng
The cries that echoed against the stone walls of the Order had always woken him up before. In the middle of the night, he would climb out of his bed and follow the sobs and he would find her, her face buried in her tiny hands. He would grumble at her for being so loud and she would always look up at him and stare in surprise. She would then wipe away her tears and smile at him, apologetic but grateful somehow.
Up until that day, the same thing would happen. The routine would continue.
Little child
Be not afraid
Though thunder explodes
And lightning flash
Illuminates your tearstained face
I am here tonight
~♦
{home} chris daughtry
He scowled darkly at his reflection on a mirror as he drowned out the shrill voice of Komui ranting on his ear. Now that the mission was over, all he wanted was to return back to the Order. He paused inwardly, his gaze averting to the ceiling. For a moment there, he had forgotten that Komui was speaking with him and had quietly murmured her name, an absent gesture.
And of course, chaos had ensued on the other line.
I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me
~♦
{fated} hamasaki ayumi
She closes the book in her hands and pushes it to one side of the table. He stares at her from the other side, a frown marring his expression. She opens her mouth, her head full of things to say, then shakes her head without a word, stands up and leaves.
She knows. He may never understand anyway.
I've been thinking that I couldn't reach your voice
I've been thinking that this dream wouldn't come true
But the person before my eyes is
You see? No one else but you
~♦
{a lonely september} plain white t's
She was bright and warm and happy. Her laughter was music in the tower, her smile a ray of sunshine in the bleakness of the Order. She was well-loved by everyone. She was everything he was not. He had never once believed in 'opposites attract', had never believed that it was possible. And yet she kept dismissing him with her warmth, her smile, her laughter. The belief he had for years, disproved by one young woman in under a minute.
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
~♦
{memai || dizziness} onitsuka chihiro
"Ever since we were small, I could be with you and you wouldn't ask me any questions..."
And he still wouldn't. But he knew that she knew that he understood her all the same.
I’m terribly scared remembering the nights when something frightened me
Hey, can I smile convincingly?
Now I lay resting in your lap, praying that the devil won’t come
Hey, tell me “It’s all right”
Because, almost impossibly, you strongly, strongly believe in me
~♦
{dizzy} jimmy eat world
He withdrew his hand and let it fall to his side, his gaze averting to the ground. The pressure she felt on her chest, the burden of the truth on her shoulders. It did not include him. It never would. So then what words could he say to lift that pain? There was nothing. Nothing.
Time never had a chance to heal your heart
Just a number always counting down to a new start
If you always knew the truth
Then the world would spin around you
Are you dizzy yet?
~♦
{on your shore} charlotte martin
Surrounded by darkness, she would sit on the floor, her legs pulled to her chest, her face buried on her knees. It bound her to the shadows, to their gloomy depths, and she would wait. She would always wait. Until his dim light would pierce through the gloom. Until he would find her.
I dig my heels into the dirt cause this one's gonna hurt
Won't let the waves wash me away is what I always pray
In my heart I know you didn't see in the dark or find your way through me
Now I'm alone my hands are numb, how do I carry on?
~♦
{masquerade} kuroishi hitomi
She dislikes that deadpan expression of his, she tells him. And he knows that. Uncaring. Apathetic. A blank wall of non-emotion. He knows that. But what she doesn't know about is her ability. Yes, her ability, he argues before he stalks off and leaves her puzzled. Her ability to break that mask he so often wears.
While my heart is still locked
With a cold attitude, I don a mask on my body
Who knows
My true face? Besides you
Without ever giving a thought about exposing
My own weaknesses and strengths
I hid my tears
~♦
{will you fall for me} delta goodrem
She sees him in the hallway, perhaps coming back from a mission. His hand rises to a greeting and she stops in her tracks, her grip on the clipboard tightens. There is a frown on his face, a seemingly concerned one, and he remarks that she looks red. She sticks out a tongue then walks past him.
She then grumbles to herself. Why does it have to be him anyway?
I'm not acting like myself
And I'm playing the role of someone else
And my hearts beating so fast
I can't stop it
And I'm so unsure
So unfamiliar
~♦
{half alive} second serenade
They lay on the grass, drained of their energy, surrounded by the metallic and bitter smell of victory. A second longer and it rains, washing away all traces of their battle earlier. A warm hand closes upon his cold one and he glances at her, finds her smiling at him.
"The both of us can't die just yet, right?"
I'm feeling half-alive
but I know one day you and I will be free
To live and die by our own rules
Free
Despite the fact that men are fools
I'm almost alive
And I need you to try and save me
It's okay that we're dying
But I need you to survive tonight tonight
~♦
{Sendspace}
♦ Memai || Dizziness is my tribute to the latest chapter of D.Gure. Yes it is.
♦ I'm not sure where the original website of the art can found but it's not mine, I tell you. If anyone could tell me, I'd be very grateful.
♦ Usual disclaimers apply
♦ Comment~♥ Because I love comments~♥
NaNo's over so yeah, I'm back again. And yes, I saw the latest chapter. Anyway~♥ Again with the simple covers and fanarts. Ahahahahaha! I promise to study Photoshop and learn photo manip next time.
{half alive} a kanlena fst
{lullaby for a stormy night} vienna teng
The cries that echoed against the stone walls of the Order had always woken him up before. In the middle of the night, he would climb out of his bed and follow the sobs and he would find her, her face buried in her tiny hands. He would grumble at her for being so loud and she would always look up at him and stare in surprise. She would then wipe away her tears and smile at him, apologetic but grateful somehow.
Up until that day, the same thing would happen. The routine would continue.
Little child
Be not afraid
Though thunder explodes
And lightning flash
Illuminates your tearstained face
I am here tonight
~♦
{home} chris daughtry
He scowled darkly at his reflection on a mirror as he drowned out the shrill voice of Komui ranting on his ear. Now that the mission was over, all he wanted was to return back to the Order. He paused inwardly, his gaze averting to the ceiling. For a moment there, he had forgotten that Komui was speaking with him and had quietly murmured her name, an absent gesture.
And of course, chaos had ensued on the other line.
I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me
~♦
{fated} hamasaki ayumi
She closes the book in her hands and pushes it to one side of the table. He stares at her from the other side, a frown marring his expression. She opens her mouth, her head full of things to say, then shakes her head without a word, stands up and leaves.
She knows. He may never understand anyway.
I've been thinking that I couldn't reach your voice
I've been thinking that this dream wouldn't come true
But the person before my eyes is
You see? No one else but you
~♦
{a lonely september} plain white t's
She was bright and warm and happy. Her laughter was music in the tower, her smile a ray of sunshine in the bleakness of the Order. She was well-loved by everyone. She was everything he was not. He had never once believed in 'opposites attract', had never believed that it was possible. And yet she kept dismissing him with her warmth, her smile, her laughter. The belief he had for years, disproved by one young woman in under a minute.
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
~♦
{memai || dizziness} onitsuka chihiro
"Ever since we were small, I could be with you and you wouldn't ask me any questions..."
And he still wouldn't. But he knew that she knew that he understood her all the same.
I’m terribly scared remembering the nights when something frightened me
Hey, can I smile convincingly?
Now I lay resting in your lap, praying that the devil won’t come
Hey, tell me “It’s all right”
Because, almost impossibly, you strongly, strongly believe in me
~♦
{dizzy} jimmy eat world
He withdrew his hand and let it fall to his side, his gaze averting to the ground. The pressure she felt on her chest, the burden of the truth on her shoulders. It did not include him. It never would. So then what words could he say to lift that pain? There was nothing. Nothing.
Time never had a chance to heal your heart
Just a number always counting down to a new start
If you always knew the truth
Then the world would spin around you
Are you dizzy yet?
~♦
{on your shore} charlotte martin
Surrounded by darkness, she would sit on the floor, her legs pulled to her chest, her face buried on her knees. It bound her to the shadows, to their gloomy depths, and she would wait. She would always wait. Until his dim light would pierce through the gloom. Until he would find her.
I dig my heels into the dirt cause this one's gonna hurt
Won't let the waves wash me away is what I always pray
In my heart I know you didn't see in the dark or find your way through me
Now I'm alone my hands are numb, how do I carry on?
~♦
{masquerade} kuroishi hitomi
She dislikes that deadpan expression of his, she tells him. And he knows that. Uncaring. Apathetic. A blank wall of non-emotion. He knows that. But what she doesn't know about is her ability. Yes, her ability, he argues before he stalks off and leaves her puzzled. Her ability to break that mask he so often wears.
While my heart is still locked
With a cold attitude, I don a mask on my body
Who knows
My true face? Besides you
Without ever giving a thought about exposing
My own weaknesses and strengths
I hid my tears
~♦
{will you fall for me} delta goodrem
She sees him in the hallway, perhaps coming back from a mission. His hand rises to a greeting and she stops in her tracks, her grip on the clipboard tightens. There is a frown on his face, a seemingly concerned one, and he remarks that she looks red. She sticks out a tongue then walks past him.
She then grumbles to herself. Why does it have to be him anyway?
I'm not acting like myself
And I'm playing the role of someone else
And my hearts beating so fast
I can't stop it
And I'm so unsure
So unfamiliar
~♦
{half alive} second serenade
They lay on the grass, drained of their energy, surrounded by the metallic and bitter smell of victory. A second longer and it rains, washing away all traces of their battle earlier. A warm hand closes upon his cold one and he glances at her, finds her smiling at him.
"The both of us can't die just yet, right?"
I'm feeling half-alive
but I know one day you and I will be free
To live and die by our own rules
Free
Despite the fact that men are fools
I'm almost alive
And I need you to try and save me
It's okay that we're dying
But I need you to survive tonight tonight
~♦
{Sendspace}
♦ Memai || Dizziness is my tribute to the latest chapter of D.Gure. Yes it is.
♦ I'm not sure where the original website of the art can found but it's not mine, I tell you. If anyone could tell me, I'd be very grateful.
♦ Usual disclaimers apply
♦ Comment~♥ Because I love comments~♥