This may sound cheesy.. but every night seems so lonly without Brian..i havent been alone sence we've been together. At night i dont sleep, even though i need to, our bed is still like me on one side his full of blankets and pillows to fill the void. our cat Gir lays next to me, its like he knows im not right ,that something is missing. lastnight ( Read more... )

Ok, i gotta get this shit off my chest. i wont say names but lets say i talked to one of my friends from school the other day on aim, and she tells me that one of my (our) friends is pregnant.. and im suppost to give her assureence or some sapy bs.. she puts her self in these situations.. once a few years ago she was raped at some party.. mostly ( Read more... )

Brian is doing great. He was in Illinos last i talked to him. God i miss him. but i will wait for him , so long as it takes

Well, Brian is doing great at Werner so far for his truck driving stuff. Im so proud of him. I just miss him so much. But it will be all better once hes back and we go together. This will be the longest time appart for us. 8 weeks.. ugh. Well, im pretty much moved back with my parents again. They have been great. Feels weird but its better then ( Read more... )

Well, Brian and I are moved back in with my parents for the time being. Its not bad, my family is cool. It's nice to hang with my brother again. Brian takes his state test to drive a semi truck today, he's already got a job with Werner Ent. , he just has to pass his drivers test for a CDL A. Hope he does . Well. oh , im up so early cus i had to ( Read more... )

Back in with my parents, i have the net now so .. yea

As of 6-17-06 , Brian and I will be living with my parents , sence he's not working, its getting hard to pay anything at all. I'll be getting my old room back and hopefully things will go smooth. Well, thats about it. i'll be intouch.

Well, Brian's truck drivings going great. and um.. my job is ok. lol well.. i thought i had more to say but i guess not ( Read more... )

Mkk , Me and Brian might be moving back in with my parents, he's doing the Truckdriving school thing starting tomorrow. Sooo... he'll be gone alot so might as well not live in a big empty house and save up the monies. well.. more on that later. I'll be in touch.

Work suck.. as it stands im next in like to get the shit can from my boss.. oh well. Friday me and Brian are going to Baker college to check on there Truck driving program for Brian. Wish us luck.. god knows we need it. We got Dish network today.. YEY for Cartoon Network! And mtv2 show Wonder Showzen .. thats fucked up shit. anyway. thats all for ( Read more... )