I just got an e-card from Devin of three dolphins and Sponge Bob playing Happy Birthday on his nose...am I pregnant or something, acause it made me cry. I'm not pregnangt FYI but I swear my hormones or something are totally out of whack today..P.S. the boy the swore to be here by 9 is yet to arrive and it's just shy of 9:30. WOW. This birthday is ( Read more... )

So tomorrow is the big day. I'll be twenty....in about 5 hours. It's not normal to be all pissy and crying and WAY totally abnormal about it, now is it? I should be like FRICK YES IT'S MY BIRTHDAY. But I wanted to go to the beach. It's supposed to rain all along the coast and in Portland for that matter all day tomorrow. So, so much for that idea. ( Read more... )

I don't talk about myself. Because I don't like myself right now. Tonight I'm moving in with Matt for a little...and when I say a little, I mean just a little. Until I can find a new place. For many reasons but the big one being that I have no job and I'm broke and the rent is up :P I'll fix that right quick, but that's the situation right now. I'm ( Read more... )

Why does Chance care what I think about him?

I am about to go crazy. Tea is spilling in every direction and it's not Vanilla Nut!! This pizza is wierd...BBQ Hawaiian? Why am I eating pizza. Someone make Mattie answer the phone! Grrrr'ific. But really...what about Chance?

ROSA April comes after March :P ( Read more... )

I'm crying. I am so FUCKING stressed out and there's no one around to care. I'm drowning in a room with no water ONCE AGAIN. And how am I doing it ALL A-FUCKING-LONE...how long has this been going on...how long have I been quiet about it??? DOES IT EVEN MATTER!?!?!? Apparently not because no one is caring. Just me and my tears fall upon deaf ears ( Read more... )

I love my friends, each and every one of them. But do they love me? Really as they say they do. Just because of club politics and the need to be "Cunt Fish Pussy Tea" Everyone has just gone bitchy. I could pick so many people apart, but I won't because it could just be me being in a bitchy mood. I think it really comes down to respecting the hags ( Read more... )

Well. I think I'm over my red bottomosity. Men suck and Nate's a Loser. If you don't read his journal then please disregard that comment. Out of the blue Scott says Hey to me when I was offline. POS ASSHOLE!!! Grrr...I had a really great day yesterday. I got up and danced around the house, watched a little of the TV, Matt came, we went to my mom's ( Read more... )

I just got a job offer to go to Tahoe and be a Ropes Course Director. When I posted my resume I forgot to mention that in my days of a Ropes Course Specialist I could only go to tower two because I'm afraid of heights and the Berma Bridge I could handle, but a single log...tight rope...and zip line...50 feet above the ground. Count me out, Sista :P

Hunter has yet to call me since Friday. Guess that's another one out the window...that's three since I've started my escapades into the world of straight dating in the city. I think I'm done. I'll just dry up an old hag. Haggy and alone because no one ever calls me back.