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The way I am around him, it's like an alcoholic to the bottle. I wanted him so bad, but I distance myself from him, pretend he's not there like I don't need him. But always keeping him cautiously at a sideward glance. I'd addicted to him, or was, until I realized his high wasn't worth the low that followed.

wow I'm addicted to facebook. They should start a facebook addicts anonymous. I don't think I spelt that right. Last night was fun, with the exception of me being thrown in a pool fully clothed. Thanks for that Cam.

So things have been pretyt slow since I cam back from vacation. Martha's Vinyard wasn't all that exciting, I did manage to finish two books, get to beach and do a little shopping. I left early though, I took the ferry to New Bedford and Cameron picked me up. Of course this simple favor seemed to be insentive in Cameron's mind that I owed him a ( Read more... )

I'm back. MV was ok. Last night was crazy. I'll write about it later.

Got this e-mail from an ex. It made me really happy.
hey Abby ( Read more... )

Martha's Vinyard for the week!

Wow. I don't think I've ever cried after a phone conversation because I felt so loved. My ex,Nick, just called me, he's leaving for college tommarrow and we were going to hang out, but things didn't pull through. He just called me crying and just said all these sweet things about me. I feel guilty for not being as close with him as I should have ( Read more... )

So I wanted to write about random adventures that have occured in my life the past few days so I'm just deviding it up in sections. Here we go....
( shopping extravaganza )

FUCK HUMIDITY!

Upcoming Events in August
-Possible roadtrip to Virginia to see LJ & to NC to see Matt ( Bush Gardens, Water Country, Virginia Beach included)
-Martha's Vinyard with the fam (Lasell friends may visit)
-BEP & Rolling Stones concert @ Fenway Aug. 23!

I now realize it isn't and wasn't worth it; the tears, the fights, the hopelessness I felt. These people who could make me feel that way, were never worth my time. But it was those cruel actions that made me who I am, they made me stronger and wiser. And in some ways I have to be thankful for the spite ( Read more... )