cr chart [last updated 12/22/11]: selfdeluded

selfdeluded

cr chart [last updated 12/22/11]

Apr 17, 2011 17:28

Lavi (Mr. Bitey)
♪ Former (?) lover and sire. Allen was in denial about absolutely everything to do with him, and could only admit after nearly a year that they were (and are?) close to whatever lovers are supposed to be. He outright refused to even get close to acknowledging that he loved him; they were terrible for each other. He comes and goes a lot.

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• historyandblood

(His) Lavi
♪ Best friend, roommate, and the person Allen seems to have fallen for. Allen is totally head over heels for Lavi - but Lavi has made it clear that Allen is too important for them to risk trying to have a relationship beyond friendship, and that he wants to pursue Yupunzel instead. But he wants to keep living life with Allen - and that's all Allen can really ask for at this point. Even if he wants so much more than that. (Major sanity pillar)

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• besomeothername

(His) Allen
♪ The Allen that Hobo had claimed as "his", and - during their stay in the DR - the future mother to his child, through DR shenanigans and genderbending tea. He meant the world to Allen while he was here, and Allen really did love him. (Major sanity pillar)

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• sleepingpath

Chase
♪ Someone that ended up being important to Allen in ways that he never really expected. Allen can't decide if he actually has feelings for Chase, or if he just wants someone to have feelings for him. Alternatively, the idea of risking his heart again after being shot down and left behind in the past is almost unthinkable for him right now. If anything is keeping them from being happy, it's the fact that Allen's broken.

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• finallyflying

family.

(His and Lavi's) Allen
♪ I WILL GET BACK TO THIS (Minor sanity pillar)

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• bloodyscore

Tyki
♪ His "brother", and the first person that Mr.Bitey was a sire to. He never was able to get very close to this Tyki, though he always kind of wanted to. Tyki seems to have left the Dressing Room, and Allen doesn't know how to fill the gap where his ping used to be despite the lack of communication.

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• my_pleasure

Miranda
♪ Allen doesn't know that Miranda herself is family, or if he could even call her a friend. But it seems like she's carrying Tyki's child, and that... that's as good as family, isn't it?

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• failingfelicity

friends.

Fourteenth / Stupid ferret
♪ The person that pulled him out of his head when his own Noah took over for awhile, Fourteenth was one of the first people here that he considered a friend. He knows Fourteenth is unstable and maybe insane, but that made it slightly more okay for Allen to not have to try so hard to seem sane. He's been missing on and off for more than a year, and Allen is still waiting for him to come back.

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• discordants

(Grumpy) Allen
♪ Another version of himself. He sees a lot of himself when he was younger in this Allen, and he worries about what would have happened to him with that attitude if he hadn't joined the order. He insists they're friends despite Mean's not!protests, and for the most part, Allen just wants to see this grouch happy.

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• meansprout

(Catnip) Tyki
♪ If Allen stops to think about it, he doesn't really know this Tyki that well. But they get along well and Allen likes being around him, and he trusts him to a certain degree - at least when it comes to controlling his Noah. He was a good friend while he was here, and one of the only Tyki's Allen could tolerate.

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• justacatphase

Mattias
♪ Allen hasn't been able to properly spend time around Mattias in a long while. He misses her dearly, but between her two newborn children and the son he lost he can't bring himself to be around her much anymore.

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• thewrongname

get the hell out.

don't care
♪ Killed (his) Allen, and then Allen killed him for it. Allen doesn't and probably will never regret killing him. He hopes the ghosts waiting for him ripped his soul apart.

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• pleasurestease

Yupunzel
♪ The girl that Lavi loves, and the biggest threat that Allen can perceive to his own happiness. Allen hated Yupunzel for a very long time, and made it a point to bitch at her whenever he could - but now that Lavi's rejected him, Allen doesn't feel much of anything towards her anymore besides resignation and defeat. Allen looks at her and all he feels is empty and miserable and alone.

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• tempersword

akuma
♪ The Akuma that killed him a few months into living in the dressing room, and Allen's main reason for being terrified and somewhat hateful of Akuma. He has no idea the soul attached to him is actually Mana Walker.

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• recall_tragedy

Apprentice
♪ The "other half" to his Lavi; the missing piece to his soul that makes his Lavi who he is now because of his absence. Though Allen can't bring himself to actually like the Apprentice, he's been making efforts to attempt coexisting with him. The Apprentice doesn't seem to really give a shit, however.

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• besomeothername

Yuu-chan
♪ The reason that (his) Lavi was split into two separate people. He knows full well that he wouldn't have a best friend at all if it weren't for Yuu-chan's time in the dressing room - but though Yuu-chan left the Dressing Room long before Allen ever arrived, he absolutely despises him.

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• n/a

Road
♪ Get away get away get away get the fuck away--

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• marreddreams

everyone else.

Fourteenth's Lavi
♪ Allen doesn't know what to make of this Lavi half the time, but he's damn good at throwing him for loops. Really, asking if he loved Fourteenth...? But Allen hasn't seen him in a long time, and thinks he may have gone home. For Fourteenth's sake (IF HE EVER SHOWS UP AGAIN THAT IDIOT), he hopes not.
He and Fourteenth have both been "gone" more than a year. Allen hopes they're together somehow.

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• flammatory

Coke bottle
♪ Someone else from the street, and one of the only people to show up from his world in the past year. They had a weird notquitetruce going back in Allen's world, but Allen isn't really sure what to make of him now that they aren't really "street" anymore. He supposes they could have been friends, but it doesn't matter now. Tyki left.

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• hobobychoice

Road
♪ His relationship with this Road is awkward, to say the least. She has a habit of making herself appear older around him, and the way she moves constantly makes it look like she's trying to dance, which usually ends up with Allen staring awkwardly at her hips. He doesn't think she's totally there, but that's okay. She's the only Road he likes.

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• verdantslumber

Lenalee
♪ The only "Lenalee" in his world so far, by virtue of being the only one he's ever really spoken to. She seems nice enough, though he wonders just how well she'll do in a place like this...

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• fallforthesky

the kid from a Castle
♪ 20-year-old shrimp. Kind of a brat. He seems interesting enough, though.

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• save_the_souls