Orchestra concert was last night. I had to mooch a ride from Emily, like usual, haha. Ate donuts and listened to the recording of it today. It sounded much better than I thought we did, as usual. I really hope the audience can't hear all the little mistakes made as you can when you're in the back. Steph and I were stand four, but that is more than ( Read more... )

I saw Lizzo after school today, and it was like "Bam! Heyy, everything is normal ( Read more... )

Frau Ferris said she was putting me down for the german regents. I'm completely confident that I'll pass it, but in order to skip German 3 I have to get above a 90%, I believe. I want scheduling to be over. Over over over.

Next year's schedule should look something like this, ( hopefully: )

Sometimes I could swear that my mother's or my sister's mind takes over mine, and their words spit from my mouth onto anyone that does something wrong. I hatteee it ( Read more... )

( I steal all my surveys from Milly. )

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I wish everyone was always honest so there would be no need for attachment ( Read more... )

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I am a child again, selfish but wanting to give myself completely. I want to make other people happy. Not to please people, but to make someone smile, make a difference. It feels like that doesn't happen anymore. I can't figure out why I'm not letting myself change ( Read more... )

Trying to sleep in a house alone gives me one of the worst feelings ever. I'm glad that there is no more of that for a while. I love to be alone, I just don't like going to sleep with no one there ( Read more... )