Things were lookin up for a lil while...Hell I'll even say they were goin pretty damn good...I guess the big guy in the sky couldn't live with that...So that's over...Is she really gone again?...3 times...3 fucking times...So I guess I should take the hint huh?...No one seems to be goin to Cartel...Oh well...I know I am...School is out...Til summer ( Read more... )

If somethin good starts happening to me...That always means something bad is right around the corner...I really love how it always works out like that...Something really good happened Saturday...So then I get something bad Saturday night...Then something really bad Monday night...Oh well I guess...I hope Julie had a happy birthday...Next week could ( Read more... )

Gotta run up to Faith for some lab in a few hours...Guess I should get some sleep...I'm goin to Mike's on Friday...Lemme know if you are goin...Anyone up for chillin the rest of the weekend...Hit me up

I'm beginning to need all that I can't have...I'm succeeding to speak like I'm fucking mad

Definately a horrible day....and I don't give a fuck who's reading this or what you think you know about me...You think family always has your back...That's bullshit...I never really complain about family...But hey...I'm a fuck up in some of their eyes too...That's a good birthday present huh...Basically being told you were a fuck up by someone in ( Read more... )

I don't even know what to say bout the past couple of days...I'm sorry to everyone I scared and worried...My boys Mark and Enlow...sorry I put y'all through that hell...Thanks for being there for me...I'm really really sorry to...well she knows who she is...Some stupid crack addict bastard robbed Wherehouse Music while Mark was working...I'm glad ( Read more... )

I hope you had the time of your life.....FUCK UPS NOT WELCOME ( Read more... )

I've pretty much lost everyone...There are a couple of people still there...My boys Mark, J Dawg, Evan, Zac...I got a few friends that are awesome I just haven't known em that long...Other than that...I have people that I would have died for...Now I wish I was still close to them but it's basically an illusion of hope...

I have forgotten what happiness feels like...It's been so long that it hurts to smile...The joy of a child long gone...The death of a soul came too early

Valentine's Day is coming soon...I've been alone every Valentine's Day...It'd be a nice surprise to change that this year...But it looks like I'm pretty much out of time...Any thoughts?


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The ice ruined some things...So that wasn't cool...Glad I got trapped at Mike's though...I think I'm dumb ( Read more... )