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spit it out 'cause i'm dying for company
bar crawl with justin (every other time, he drives down to see me, and gets terribly lost both ways, and it's hilarious, and so when he was like 'i can't drive,' my thought was--well i don't want to drive an ho--oh man, that's not even fair. i should do it! and so i did.) and a bunch of his friends in royal oak. forgot that straight boys are ( Read more... ) -
shimmy shimmy cocoa whaaat
bros night out at lesbian bar and i want to be all glow in the dark lipstick and body glitter, HOLLA! but really, i can't even lie about the profound sense of homecoming that it was to step into an honest to god lesbian joint for the first time in over a year. you never know all the walls you have up and the muscles you have tensed until you find ( Read more... ) -
no less than the trees and the stars
a day of packing, organizing, and shopping (and strangely, trying on a dress, see icon) with the little sister (who saves my life, every time) later, am lying back surrounded by boxes and a sense of almost-sanity. -
still hood, hollywood couldn't change me
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too close for missiles (i'm bringing out the emo lesbians)
i lost the ring you gave me, but only under the driver's seat of my car and i know it'll be there when i look for it and it's nothing like the other ring i've lost, the bracelets i've cut, the necklace i returned, boys around my wrist and girls around my heart, you've never been any of them and you should know that but even if you don't and this is ( Read more... ) -
suave is me (i swear this shit usually only happens to people in movies)
Friday was a lot of hollowness and wist and texty rambles about sitting outside in the sun during lunch breaks with 8 year olds running around and my mind wisping about with hurt. counting hours in seconds and minutes, abrading my own skin with my senses (between two groups that each think i am of the other, i am neither. i sit alone. i smile at ( Read more... ) -
in which i do the opposite of useful things with my life for an ENTIRE DAY
it's about that time to move again
[01:47] Seema: America's no cheescake
[01:48] Self: au contraire cherie, cheesecake is about all it has going for it at the moment
but where to?[03:50] Andy: next thing you know you'll want to, like, live in amsterdam forever ( Read more... ) -
no turtles crossed my path
today in pictures is forthcoming. until then, a few words:
jem
11:31pm: i really hope she never wants to sleep with me because i'm sure that will ruin EVERYTHING
11:32pm: well you could just ask her and make sure
facebook[02:41] Seema: yes but should I allow little subjects freedom of speech in My Dominion ( Read more... ) -
heart like a four-poster bed
i am wearing a whole lot of eyeliner today. it started out with a little bit for Toni's grad bbq (got her Dave Sedaris' Squirrel Seeks Chipmunk and there were a lot of hugs until she kissed my neck and i made excuses and left, hazy with two hours of distrustful sleep, to curl up on Kael's bed with her and Charlie, big enough for us all to be ( Read more... ) -
crown on the ground
dear lj, i'm not back yet (pretending to study T-cell functions while sneaking in bits of aaaaall the Animorphs books in digital form--why yes, yes i am still 12 years old with no survival instinct--school is hard, yo.) but i've taken to studying in the Union lately ( Read more... )
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