if he's dumb enough to walk away, be smart enough to let go . . .

[selfish_pwnchez]

Sometimes in life..
You just have to SMILE,
Pretend that everything's OKAY,
Hold back the TEARS,
And just WALK AWAY . . .

And that's what I plan to do.
Not because I WANT to..
But because I HAVE to.

You see, when I said that if by July 14, 2008- Justin is still missing, that I WOULD move on..
I MEANT IT.
And TODAY marks that day.

Although, I do take back what

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[kei_sainter]

i promised i'd be strong for both of us sisbo

[selfish_pwnchez]

just reading this all over again makes my heart just wanna stop beating so i can finally end my pain.. haayyz

[currie_pie]

I don't really know what to say, because I don't think I could ever possibly understand what you are feeling. But know that you are brave and pretty and that i love you and I know that you will become a strong independant woman. But I found this on the internet and thought maybe some perpective from someone who is smarter than me might help

[selfish_pwnchez]

hey rach. . .

thanks for the words of encouragement. . .

it really did put a smile on my face, despite the tears running down my very puffy eyes.

and the quote thing helped as well. . .

whoever wrote it IS a genius! because everything it said really hit me. . . made me cry even MORE, but that's beside the point =)

i think i will be okay. . . or i could just be saying that to bang it into my head so that i'll finally believe myself but hey! =)

i just need to keep myself busy..

like when we go to the CITY on friday! i cannot wait =)

i need to break free from all of this gloomy-ness around me hehe..

i'll see then love!

THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR THE SUPPORT.

and i love you too! xx