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hahaha thats soooooooo me!

I am a bitter asshole ( Read more... )

emotions blind reasoning.

In a last ditch effort to hold on I ended up shoving myself farther away. I'm not even remotley sure why I am trying to hold on. Every emotion that comes from this is a bad one, or a good one gone bad. I put effort in, I change myself for him. I go out of my way to prove I still care, and all he does is say it. And me, I'm a push over. I'd ditch ( Read more... )

I cant even begin to explain things going on betweenme and garrick right now.. Like... they are good.. which is awesome.. but then we get a huge fight... but then things are good again... we never fought when we were dating.. i guess thats the diffrence. oh well... I guess we will just ride this out.

I think i may have found a friend here.. finially. she invitied me to move into her apartment to avoid whorish people.. and seeing that i am not, nor do i give off the whore vibe.. she deems me worthy. so I'm on the waiting list for this place so i may move in if they get more room.

I hate being in my room, i go to the gym a lot now. I worked out ( Read more... )

I think it's funny that when you couldn't get any lower, fait... finds a way to dig the hole deeper ( Read more... )

K, its over.. but like.. as weird as it is... we are back to how we were when we first started dating.. like.. when we hung out it was just fun... and I like it like that... we will see how this goes.

I hate myself because I want him back already ( Read more... )