New year, new resolutions, new plan with the self-care cards ( Read more... )

...I feel incredibly, profoundly lonely right now. I wish I could turn back the clock to...I don't know when. Sometime before now. Sometime when my head was full of stories and dreams and everything was full of promise. Maybe it's just seasonal affectiveness, and all I need to do is get some vitamin D in me. Or maybe I just need some kind of ( Read more... )

It seems no one makes me a priority these days. I feel as if the people I care about most are taking me for granted, putting me second to everything else in their own lives. My boyfriend got two tickets for us to see the Doctor Who Special in theaters on Saturday. Today, he says he may have to cancel because of an important audition. All right, ( Read more... )

So, this morning I had to take my mother to an appointment at the same hospital campus where the oncology clinic I used to work at is. I actually kind of enjoy coming here when I don't have to work here. They have wifi, and I enjoy going to the Village Cafe with my computer, because it brings back memories of the more pleasant times at work. Such ( Read more... )

I think I heard my mother and brother discussing me on the phone. It's a long story what they were probably talking about, but I don't think I came across well, which makes me angry, because I do not believe it is fair to paint me as the bad guy when my emotional boundaries were very suddenly violated in a very public place without much place to ( Read more... )

Self-Care Card of the Day: REVELATION ( Read more... )

Self-care card of the day: RETREAT

"Take a mini-retreat: listen to the voice of your soul."

Self-care activity: I am going to finally schedule myself a massage. I've been needing one for awhile.

Self-care Card of the Day: REST

"Rest and relax: Release guilt and make your needs a priority."

Self-care activity: Watch the Secret of Kells after work. It's a nice relaxing movie.

Also, I get a gold star for today because I got up at 7.

Self-care card of the day: RELEASE ( Read more... )

Self-Care Card of the Day: Relaxation

"Allow yourself to be lazy: It's okay to "do" nothing."

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CTRL + Q to Enable/Disable GoPhoto.itSelf-care activity: This is an important one for me. I get so obsessed with being productive sometimes. But, I've been letting myself be lazy all morning, I'm proud to say. I've ( Read more... )