i havnt wrote in this forever.
but im doing good.
i realy like this kid brian. hes like perfect for me.
i think he is the only good influence in my life right now.
and i need them to try and stay clean
my CW: 146
my HW:166
my GW: 120

STAY STRONG.

i dont even know.
my fucking boyfriend is being an asshole.
and im stuck at 138 poudnds((highest 156)))

im fasting today.
even though i already had 400 cals.
whatever wish me luck
; ]]

today was boring.
just like yesterday
and the day before.

im growing to hate people more and more.
and i feel to mature for my freinds.
fuck

I don't care and will probably never give two shits if you breathe, unless if i find anything intresting in you. I'm bitter because i'm stuck in a atmosphere full of saps and heartless fucks. I hate living mostly. I find life in general depressing, and i hate majority of the human race. I think the only aspect i enjoy of being a human, is of how ( Read more... )

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i just woke up and its like... 1 o clock.
i am so tired.
3rd fasting day.

yeah so like just been haning out lately.
nothing that great.

i hung out with amanda yesterday. it was fun
i havnt seend her in realy long.

tomororw. i am going to see shaun.
today marina is suposed to come over but i dought she will actually.

well thats all.goodbye

christmas eve:

my mom picked me up from my dads and we also picked up marina and my biff. then we just chilled out untill people starting showing up.
we listened to music REALY loud untill my ears bled. it was relay cute.
anwayzz . we just wondered around outside becuase it was flurrying. i realized i realy love shaunwe came back inside and ( Read more... )

blah blah blah nothing reayl to talk about. i died my hair pink and orange its pretty nawesome.

me and shaun have been raely good.
i went to the mall the other day.
tomorrow i am suposed to go to a show with him. but it might like snow for life so i dont no.
saturday haning out with tonia... and i dont no what else.

today is my last day in my school ( Read more... )