Well last night was a bit scary. I drove home with basically no brakes and was a little drunk,not smart I know. I'm really bored and cant go out because my car sucks.

I need to stop skipping out on meals. I so almost fainted in my kitchen trying to get some crackers. My blood sugar was all fucked up. I need to go to the doctor to see if I'm hypoglycemic. I talked with my dad today and he said he gets really moody,depressed,tired,and shaky when his blood sugar is low. So maybe I'm not Manic/depressed.

BEER+BORED=BLAH

Who said that? And why? Why do bad things happen to good people? Can someone tell me?PLEASE.

Today I have to go downtown to the court house because I cant afford to pay my speeding ticket thats really sad. Well I guess todays the day I need to Look for a job. Wish me luck

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This week has been so hard for me I feel so depressed and I don't know why. Maybe I'm manic and I need pills to shield me from the sadness I feel every day. Why cant I be like everyone else happy for no reason Just happy with life. I just wish my life was different sometimes. I hate sadness and pain especially when its not for a good reason.

I really need to find out why I'm not looking for a job. I have no money I hate being broke, me being lazy I guess.

whats up people? Today was a good day,I finally past my test. I'm really having the travel bug I would really like to take a road trip but my car is not so good long distance.

Well im really bored cant sleep and drinking sounds fun i know