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[semidivine]

Exercising is working out great! Eating healthier is working out great. I feel alot better. I have alot more energy. I'm not going to fuck this one up. I will follow it through for the rest of my life.

YAY! Chris is home!! Eff Las Vegas! He came home and he got me a shot glass!

Comments

[ipeedinyourpool]

hmm yay! hows it feel 2 exercise n eat normal?

[hintofseduction]

dude, if that was said in a negative way, fuck you.

[ipeedinyourpool]

dude, i dunno who u r...nor do i care so stfu...n no it wasnt negative

[hintofseduction]

btw, im sorry, i didnt mean that as mean, like it sounded. i thought at first that it was some guy being rude to her or basically telling her that she was fat or soemthing or just being rude period. i meant you better hope so because i was just joking and i realized that it was you when your sister told me otherwise. unfortunaltly, there are no icons here that you can put in to show w ink or a smirk or a rolling eyes, or and 'bustign your balls back' facial exspression.

[emotions91185]

cant we all just get along ? lol.......

[semidivine]

that's what i'm saying...i don't see why there was any arguement here at all...

ps. how are you? i haven't talked to you in forever!

you are one to talk.

[hintofseduction]

1.) Hey remember that fucking time when you told me when things bothered you or when I was going over the line? Oh wait, THAT WAS FUCKING NEVER. When I say something that bothers you you either tell me so I don't do it again, or shut the fuck up and forget about it. Your mom already knew about it to begin with, and she didn't seem so mad when I was talking about it and neither did you. If you had told me you were, or gave me a warning look, and verbal warning, w/e I WOULDNT HAVE FUCKING CONTINUED. And as for your little brother, yeah I was a little harsh but it didn't seem to bother him and your mom didn't say anything and as usual neither did you. Big fucking surprise

part 2

[hintofseduction]

8.) you can take your fucking hypocritical “oh I love you jill after I just fucking trashed you to your face and treated you like shit after pretending to be your friend for a while.” And shove it cami. I cant believe that you of all people, someone I thought was the most realistic people ever, would turn out to be so fake. Don’t ever talk to me like you did above again.. Since you feel that way, good cami, fuckin a. don’t bother talking TO me again. I do have plenty of friends out there, contrary to what you think. It may not be a basillion because I don’t feel the incessant need to never be alone no matter what or the need to have to be friends with everyone just so everyone will think your cool. I have my own friends, friends that I totally neglected just to hang out with you all the time. I think I get back down to earth and be with REAL people. You have no fucking right to sit there and act that nasty and cruel towards me. That just made you another one of my parents. So yup, go on tell me how horrible I am, just to make yourself

Re: part 2

[hintofseduction]

and by the way: the ONLY reason i ever told oyu taht iwas going to do soemthing (i.e. im going to go to fridyas with josh and matt etc) is because i know tht i have a habit of bugging you even when you say no. so i figure like a fucking idiot, gee, maybe i made cami feel guilty or bad or maybe i aggrevated her or something, so ill just let her know that im going with osmeone else so she doesnt feel guilty anymore and so she doesnt think im just gonna sit at home and be miserable just because she wouldnt go cuz thatd only make her feel more guilty. wow, stupid me for thinking oyu had feelings other than misery, hatred, anger, self-loathing, and no respect.

[hintofseduction]

Now that ive cooled donw i only have one last thing to say to you, ever:

a friendship is about communication. If we dont have coommunication with each other about how we feel and why, then we may as well have nothing. People are not made for guesswork- im no mind reader and therefor cannot guess what you are thinking or feeling ergo telepathy.

you make it out to seem that im nothing but a little snitch and go to your mom and tattle to her about everything, when we both know that this isnt true; that was the firstt ime i had ever spoken to your mom about anyhting we did and oyu are blowing it out of proportion.

There was no need for you to go off and be so unbelievably cruel and rude to me in my own livejournal. yes, i made a comment about you but it in NO WAY warrented yours. How can you say something so hurtful to me and then expect me to be all peachy and 'i <3 you too' about it and not take offense