I'm seeing red. Lots and lots of red ( Read more... )

You know what would be refreshing? For this show to be UPLIFTING. Good God. What a frickin' downer Void was.

Today, Mom set up an appointment for me with a counselor for tomorrow afternoon. While she was on the phone with him, he asked to speak with me. This in itself seemed a bit strange. Then, when I spoke to him, one of the first sentences out of his mouth was, "Are you comfortable seeing a Christian counselor?" Shell-shocked, I gave him the polite ( Read more... )

( 'Fragile' thoughts [SPOILERS] )

We expected to find out from Nana and Grandpa today whether or not the cancer has spread. Instead, we got a call saying that the doctors won't know until the 20th ( Read more... )

( 'Fragile' thoughts [SPOILERS] )

I decided to look up some information on lung cancer. And I'm really not feeling so good about it anymore. Those are rough facts.

Is it my duty as a human to be freaking out right now? Honestly. I feel absolutely rotten for not reacting normally to this.

I found out tonight that Grandpa has lung cancer. Oddly enough, I'm in the middle of Thank You for SmokingI feel somewhat akin to a hideous monster for not shedding a tear over the matter when Mom has been bawling, but I'm just not extensively concerned. I do not automatically view cancer as a death sentence; it doesn't have to be insurmountable ( Read more... )

I know, I know, but I couldn't stand the old one anymore ( Read more... )