silence

Jul 05, 2009 16:15

Ever get the feeling like you're standing in the middle of a room screaming and noone can hear you?

Yeah. 

being ignored, talking to myself

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beforethed4wn July 6 2009, 00:33:57 UTC
Yep. Know that feeling.

I also know the feeling of being the one trying to talk to the person screaming and having them flip the hell out on you for no damn reason.

Fun feelings all around.

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semlovari July 6 2009, 06:18:27 UTC
It's not fun to try to help and get yelled at for doing so when said help is being asked for.

I hope I've never done that to you and hope to never will. Being a person like I am, I am more likely to flip out on someone like that when I'm not asking for the help. >.> Not that that helps either.

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beforethed4wn July 6 2009, 10:25:24 UTC
No, it isn't fun but it also happens.

You haven't, but then again, I kind of overly try and sense when it's time to back off a subject and when I need to pursue it. >.> no, that doesn't help either but, it's a learning process.

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takua July 6 2009, 00:41:51 UTC
Used to have that feeling, don't anymore luckily. I know that you don't want to sound whiney but, talk to us on AIM or MSN, get us into a three-way chat or something, talk it out.

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semlovari July 6 2009, 06:29:22 UTC
Thanks for the offer and you're right on that point. However, I'm not sure chatting will help...yet. Everything is so inter-twined right now that I'm just having a hard time figuring out who's input I should take to heart. I've spent the whole weekend talking to family. They should be the ones with the best advice you'd think since they've known me my whole life. Part of me finds their viewpoints too one-sided. There's no room for other reasons for the problem and what they are saying just doesn't feel right...ya know? The other part of me knows in some small way they are right and I just don't have the will to follow through. At least not yet.

On top of that and more to the point of my original post is that, I'm asked to do things and I do them and then what I do or say is completely ignored. I feel like I shouldn't even bother.

It's just all very confusing and really beginning to take its toll on me both physically and mentally.

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