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Ah fuck it, why not update this thing with pointless info while I have the ability. So right now I'm up in Groton Connecticut which is pretty much a naval base town right next to New London. All of Connecticut's names are pretty much just rip offs of England which makes me happy. Fucking New Enland area. Been doing a bit of cooking lately which ( Read more... )

show of hands for who is shocked and amazed
i haven't done a drug of any kind in about 3-4 months
i haven't played with blood in about 3 months
i haven't had a drink in about 1-2 months
i haven't eaten fast food in about 1 month
i haven't smoked a cigarette in about 48 hours

not deceased just dead insidei might be breathing ( Read more... )

So as it turns out, my halloween did not suck. Huzzah!!!Went and partied at the fabulous Shelli's house. Fingerpainting, Uno, and Drinking, now that's how a party is done. Got vomited on by some chick while I was trying to calm her down... it happens. Been having a relatively shorter fuse then usual but hey, I'm working on it. Sorry to anyone I ( Read more... )

This is going to be the most depressing Halloween ever. The only holiday I allow myself to celebrate and I'm doing nothing. Maybe I'll give candy out to little immigrant children wearing $15 Wal-Mart bought costumes. Aside from that I'm probably going to sit, watch television, and smoke countless cigarettes. It would be nice if I wasn't such an ( Read more... )

I've been having wet dreams about ebay and limitless funding.

If this means this, then why is this. If you do this to me like this, then why do I do this. I never told you this, but this is how I feel. Can't you see what this is doing to me. I don't know if I can make it through this ( Read more... )

It was brought to my attention recently that I do not post happy things and people want to read happy things. Honestly it makes sense to me because when I'm being happy I don't really care that much about hopping on a computer and raving on about it, yet when I'm miserable I like to seclude myself in front of the monitor and release my feelings in ( Read more... )

I've gotten a lot of feedback on the previous post so I think I should say a few words to try to calm down the hysteria. Now as a lot of you know, I have a different way of perceiving things than most. I also handle things and cope in a rather different manner from the standard. I do things like that to express myself, not to attempt to kill myself ( Read more... )

( As I punish myself for the sins of the world, I'm so sorry it had to come to this )