everything sucks!!!

[senatoramidala]

I don't know maybe it's just too late and i'm tired, i need to sleep, but whatever the reason as to why i'm hella down right now, i don't care.... I'm getting tired of feeling ok one minute come the next minutes all these horrible thoughts occupy my mind. I don't know what i want to accomplish anymore, what i wanna do, where i wanna go. Why do i

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[anonymous]

I wish I had the words to comfort you and to tell you that everything is alright. Keep going, just keep going. It is I suppose very very hypocritical of me to say that, judging by the way I'm going right now. My opinion would be biased by the fact that I want you here in Hayward. UC Davis is a great school, but you're not happy, and your life, your days are too important to spend in times of which you're not making the most of it, by this I don't mean studying your brains out to become CEO later, but what I mean is cherishing the seconds, loving life. I know both of us grew up in a high school in where everyone strived to get into a "top" college, but I'm trying to figure out right now what's the difference in what college you go to, the important thing is you, how you feel. Figure it out now, sit down, get a mocha frappucino, and figure it out, because it's too important to pass that by. (This part is hypocritical of me) BUT i know that people's opinion of what I do is very very important, but that is my bad, my mistake, my wrong