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[senorita_1029]

it amazes me how the person who makes you happiest is also the person who makes you saddest. 
this boy has the ability to raise me up incredibly high and knock me right back down again within a single twenty-four hour period. it's incredible, really. 
i don't know how i'm supposed to react to that. i don't know what to think. 
he just says things

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[_volcanogirl]

i couldn't agree nor understand nor relate to you more in this situation. i completely fucking get this. i am pretty much going through the same shit with my boyfriend so if you feel like venting or even getting together and venting, feel free to let me know.

[senorita_1029]

it's ridiculous!

sometimes i can't help but feel that maybe i've just deluded myself. because he can say things sometimes that make me think he doesn't care about me at all. and twenty seconds later he'll say something so amazingly sweet and kiss me like no one's ever loved me more in my life... how am i supposed to feel?

the boy can break my heart in a split second. and he honestly has NO IDEA when he's doing it. he doesn't realize what he said until he sees it on my face. i shouldn't have to be sad for him to know when he's saying something that will hurt me.