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Jul 11, 2005 20:46

i give up on pretending.

today i came to the conclusion that..
i need to start doing something with my life.

and that i wish i wasnt always so afraid.

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maddoggmsian July 12 2005, 01:26:03 UTC
what are you afraid of

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senoritanessa July 12 2005, 13:55:42 UTC
everything.
people.
life.
love.
death.

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i rant..... slip_like_space July 12 2005, 02:41:00 UTC
i really hear you.

today i also came to the conclusion that i need to start doing something with my life. and more just having complete control. it feels like everything is moving so fast and i dont know where to begin.
its funny how things can be created by simply reading/hearing what someone has to say.

haha and yeah i felt the need to post. sorry in a state right now where things seem crazy. also on medication because i just got my tonsils out.

ps that was pretty much an e-mail.

sorry :S but your not alone when it comes to always being afraid.
so basically we just started a club!

jordan. < x o x o

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Re: i rant..... senoritanessa July 12 2005, 13:59:27 UTC
i feel like
i make all these plans that i really want to accomplish
but there is always something holding me back
i just need to let go.

at senior all night party this hand writing reader lady told me that i have no self confidence and thats why im so unsuccessful.
ive never seen myself like that.
but maybe its true.
maybe i hold back because im scared.
i dont want to fail.
but i always think im going to.

hmmm... i dont think thats a great club to start.
ha.

thanks for listening.

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Re: i rant..... etherealelite July 13 2005, 03:21:05 UTC
also, fortune teller lady:
you're so pretty!

hehe I love you.
and it's killing me not talking to you!! WHAT IS GOING ON - I WANNA KNOW.

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Re: i rant..... senoritanessa July 13 2005, 03:33:33 UTC
haha.
oh yea.
way too pretty...

blah
so much and not so much at the same time is going on...
i want to do something
and i dont know if i should.
its killing me thinking about it..

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