today i also came to the conclusion that i need to start doing something with my life. and more just having complete control. it feels like everything is moving so fast and i dont know where to begin. its funny how things can be created by simply reading/hearing what someone has to say.
haha and yeah i felt the need to post. sorry in a state right now where things seem crazy. also on medication because i just got my tonsils out.
ps that was pretty much an e-mail.
sorry :S but your not alone when it comes to always being afraid. so basically we just started a club!
Re: i rant.....senoritanessaJuly 12 2005, 13:59:27 UTC
i feel like i make all these plans that i really want to accomplish but there is always something holding me back i just need to let go.
at senior all night party this hand writing reader lady told me that i have no self confidence and thats why im so unsuccessful. ive never seen myself like that. but maybe its true. maybe i hold back because im scared. i dont want to fail. but i always think im going to.
hmmm... i dont think thats a great club to start. ha.
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people.
life.
love.
death.
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today i also came to the conclusion that i need to start doing something with my life. and more just having complete control. it feels like everything is moving so fast and i dont know where to begin.
its funny how things can be created by simply reading/hearing what someone has to say.
haha and yeah i felt the need to post. sorry in a state right now where things seem crazy. also on medication because i just got my tonsils out.
ps that was pretty much an e-mail.
sorry :S but your not alone when it comes to always being afraid.
so basically we just started a club!
jordan. < x o x o
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i make all these plans that i really want to accomplish
but there is always something holding me back
i just need to let go.
at senior all night party this hand writing reader lady told me that i have no self confidence and thats why im so unsuccessful.
ive never seen myself like that.
but maybe its true.
maybe i hold back because im scared.
i dont want to fail.
but i always think im going to.
hmmm... i dont think thats a great club to start.
ha.
thanks for listening.
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you're so pretty!
hehe I love you.
and it's killing me not talking to you!! WHAT IS GOING ON - I WANNA KNOW.
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oh yea.
way too pretty...
blah
so much and not so much at the same time is going on...
i want to do something
and i dont know if i should.
its killing me thinking about it..
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