along the way

[sensationalhaze]

reading over what i have written makes me more upset than i was before. i dont sound like me anymore. oh. how it goes on and on and on.
shivering. i wait for the smash; it doesnt occur. shit.
if i dont leave now, none of it was ever worth the effort. but if i do, it doesnt change a thing.

Comments

[anonymous]

asha,

your journal entries trouble me. i am afraid you might be some kind of genius.

thank you for being a friend to suzanne.

horsey

[sensationalhaze]

hm. who are you, exactly? and by remaining anonymous, who are you benefiting? yourself, i assume, would be your answer. but, it becomes a lapse in the effort to communicate anything; thus, the level of difficulty in achieving something from your words is too high to be worth my time. so i am asking you who you are in order to take your comment to heart. and isn't that the point of pressing the 'post comment' button? to in some way affect me? i am asking; the decision is yours.

[anonymous]

er, what? i think i take that back about you being a genius.

i did not remain "anonymous". i am horsey (or dennver, but i don't really like my real name bandied about on the internet too much because of it's incriminating uniqueness). suzi knows me. i do not have a livejournal, hence my posting "anonymously".

please get off the computer so i can talk to her. thank you. and thank you again.

horsey

[sensationalhaze]

hm. much appreciated.
anyway, i am confused about one part 'please get off the computer so that i can talk to her.'
what an odd thing to say. hm.