In some ways, I'm glad I avoid parties and the shit I did last summer. it was all something i did to escape but i always felt like shit after it. but now that i don't do it anymore, i feel like i'm keeping my best friend back from doing it and going out. i wanna go out with her, and she wants to go to these places, but i don't really want to go to them. i hate the people there.
and sometimes i still have fun there... but then i get moody cause it doesn't feel right, you know? it's all messed up.
yea... hey i was straight edge for three years. it all came crumbling down because i wanted to make my friends feel more comfortable. i stopped doing things for myself. i broke edge. everything was all for them. that was the dumbest decision i have ever made.
i always had fun at the parties. but i never wanted to be there. its a complicated thing.. i know.
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:'( im in a manic mood. But I heart you. :)
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i have to come to the conclusion though.. i am the most emo person i know.
haha damn it!!!
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and sometimes i still have fun there... but then i get moody cause it doesn't feel right, you know? it's all messed up.
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hey i was straight edge for three years.
it all came crumbling down because i wanted to make my friends feel more comfortable.
i stopped doing things for myself.
i broke edge.
everything was all for them.
that was the dumbest decision i have ever made.
i always had fun at the parties.
but i never wanted to be there.
its a complicated thing.. i know.
you understand me though.
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