im very mad at my face right now.
im pissed that its bruised and swollen and ugly.
im very upset about this.

you've got this new head filled up with smoke. i've got my veins all tangled close to the jukebox bars you frequent the safest place to hide. a long night spent with your most obvious weakness you start shaking at the thought you are everything i want 'cause you are everything i'm not..so i got my wisdom teeth pulled at like 9 this morning.. and ( Read more... )

life is so fucked up.
i dont even wanna do it anymore.
its been nice out. the first time in a long time.

x♥x♥x♥x

we could be perfect one last night and die like star-crossed lovers when we fight and we can settle this affair if you would shed your yellow take my hand and then we'll solve the mystery of laceration gravity. this riddle of revenge ( Read more... )

empty another bottle and let me tear you to pieces this is me wishing you into the worst situations. im the kind of kid that cant let anything go but you wouldnt know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat.

+ im moody
+ im a total wreck
+ im falling apart.
+ ive added another tally mark to the column of "lost friends"
- i dont even know ( Read more... )

x ive decided im very unhappy here in the monterey area and i want to move.

x ive come to an understanding with my parents taht as soon as i finish school, im gonna move.

x it seems like a long time.. but i just want to get out. i hate my life here and i wanna go somewhere else. it'll be so worth it.

x i was thinking chicago. it's cold there. i ( Read more... )

watch your mouth. hold your tongue boy. because you're running out of breath ( Read more... )

♥ im a much better day dreamer than night dreamer. i used to be able to dream every night but not anymore. when i do dream theyre black and white. boring and monotonous. i day dream in color. in music. in fantasies. i wish i could control how my life would go. i wish for once i had a chance to cry. to get my feelings out. to just not care... i miss ( Read more... )

i got a new phone..
dont have anyones number anymore.
what it be?

as if you’re the one to talk, trying to take what you don't have. whatever made you so jealous? i'm tired of being quiet, i'm sick of writing the songs that make you think that you're so special, you never really were that special. and i'm ready to stop this riot. i'm ready to start a new democracy. or something like it, its one for all, and all ( Read more... )

you know what sucks ( Read more... )