and i'm gonna get to the bottom of this. gonna peel back my skin and look at myself shaking and shivering, yeah. and i'll get the rope from in the house survey the scene finding two of the tallest trees. and i'll tie myself up above the cool earth to dangle in the twilight. and as my skin collects in a pile on the ground i'll radiate heat. and turn ( Read more... )

can you sleep as the sound hits your ears one at a time? an unspoken balance here, unabridged for so many years that i should stare at receivers. to receive her isn't fair. don't worry i'll catch you. don't ever worry. your arms in mine, anytime. i wouldn't trade anything. you're still my everything. to my surprise, before my eyes, you arrive. don' ( Read more... )

there's a beautiful sky tonight and if you were by my side then we could share it but you are gone. so come at me with your moon and burn me in the stars cause nothing matters anymore. if i could only see you now for about an hour, maybe just a minute just to ask what has he got that i don't have? is it his brown eyes? i know blue eyes get boring ( Read more... )

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FUCK!

why do i have to suck so much?

i'm sick of smiling and so is my jaw. can't you see my front is crumbling down? i'm sick of being someone im not. please get me out of this slump. i'm sick of clapping when i know i can do it better for myself. i'm sick of waiting. sick of all these words that will never matter. i wire all these nerves together hoping for a chance to think on time ( Read more... )

the wilted flowers that i gave were not as nice as your bouqet. all the lyrics that i wrote, not as smart as the words he spoke. the starlight above my hometown aint as bright as the star ive found. every drawing that i drew was never ever as cute as you. serious as a heart attack im looking in my almanac. ive gotta find out all the things and find ( Read more... )

last week i had the strangest dream where everything was exactly how it seemed. where there was never any mystery on who shot john f kennedy it was just a man with something to prove. slightly bored and severely confused, he steadied his rifle with his target in the center and became famous on that day in november. dont wake me i plan on sleeping. ( Read more... )

rest in peace girl, your death is such a shame. the paper said a bullet got in your way. but i smell foulplay, possible poisoning. i had to bring you in for questioning. i went to your grave, dug up your body, brought it to my house, where you lay. so let's play doctor babe. we'll operate today. incisions must be made. you could help solve this ( Read more... )

everything has change for the worse and i can't seem to shake this evil curse. seems to follow me and resides with pain and failure deep inside my soul. it's cold. what can i do? and all those inner demons start to burn. and will i start to dred or begin to fall behind? breathe in, breathe out, survive. i felt condemned to this and i'm not going ( Read more... )