I've decided since I can't sleep...I will start working out EVERYDAY! I mean...if i try to take a nap (which usually i fall asleep fast) It takes at least a half hour to an hour to fall asleep. SO naps aren't working either. I always feel so tired >< Ghey ( Read more... )

I can't sleep at night. It's even worse now. Last night i laid in bed for 2 1/2 hours before falling asleep. And i work in the mornings so it sucks. I got six hours of sleep last night, but it feels like i got three >< Although, i definitely don't want medication, like sleeping pills. I feel like it's not right for your body ( Read more... )

so i got one of the results for my scholarships...and it was a....
NOOOOOOO. hehe! which makes sense seeing as i turned it in one the VERY LAST DAY...and started it the day before that. hah! Although, i still have two more left ^^ So hopefully i get one of those!!! I don't think i find those out until the beginning of June tho >< It seems so far

i am officially going to Japan...and i am so nervous >< hehe! I am just happy that friends are coming with me ^^ Although, i'm going to miss everyone, especially the babies. Benevolentgirl best send me pics of them ALL THE TIME!!! hehe ( Read more... )

I think it's my fault. I started it ><
Sometimes I really feel like crying.
Oh well...
I hope I have enough money for Japan! I really don't want to ask my parents for money...
gah...why does money rule the world!!!

somethings just seem so surreal...i feel like like somethings are just a dream, and i'm about to wake up from it.

favoritism totally sux >< stupid bitch....WTF. I hate when teachers pick favorites...although, i think its hard not to. but it should not get to the point that it affects how u grade people >Oh well...on a better note. i pretty much finished all my paperwork for kansai. yay! Just two more little essay left...well, for now. hehe ( Read more... )

and apparently I am ENFP. Now as I read this..i felt like it just described who i am ( Read more... )

I got accepted into the Kansai program!! So next school year I'll be in Japan!! ^^ For a whole year...that's crazy! *hyperventilates* But yeah...time to go on Mixi(the japanese myspace) and make some friends before i go over there!! hah!
I'm gonna miss everybody!!>

It's sooo weird. Things are slowly changing...i can't even remember when everything starting changing...heh!
So there's a HUGE possibility that I'll be in Japan next year...for a whole year. I can't help but freak out when I think about it!! >< hah! STOP FREAKING OUT ( Read more... )