I don't know why it all hurts so much.

"So how do you get over someone? Sometimes I think I’m over him. I mean, I’m okay. I don’t cry every night, I have fun with friends and I enjoy my work. He’s not always on my mind but he never left it either. Sometimes I miss him and sometimes I don’t. I miss him every day but sometimes I think I miss him a little less. It still hurts but it doesn’ ( Read more... )

"You broke me. You broke my heart. And I hate you because I still love you. And I hate myself even more for it."

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A year later && we are finally completely over.

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"How likely is it I'll meet someone I love, much less someone I love enought to marry? I'm tired of not knowing who I'll be with or if I'll be with anyone..."

"I believe you are my person. I love you, even though you don’t love me. I love you, even though there’s nothing in it for me anymore. There’s just loving you, but that’s enough for me. I find you to be one of the most exquisite humans I’ve ever met, and knowing you is all it takes to love you. I don’t need anything in return. Getting to be ( Read more... )

"It’s not that she didn’t know he was bad for her. She knew that. The problem was that through all the shit he put her through, she still loved him. No matter what he did, love was always the explanation, the eraser that wiped his slate clean ( Read more... )

"Love should be mad, reckless and dangerous. It ought to be! It should require your every ounce of courage and every iota of strength. Love like you’re doing a bungee jump. Take the risk. Love like it’s all or nothing. Give your best. Because we only have one life to live.

If you don’t love fiercely and carelessly right now, then when? When you’re ( Read more... )

"And when you realize that they were insincere, that they never felt the same way as you did, that the kinds of futures you were allowing yourself to grow and tend to like a garden were completely unreciprocated, the pain is so much greater. It is humiliation, self-loathing, and endless questioning over why, exactly, you weren’t good enough. To ( Read more... )

pretty sure im borderline depressed.