As much as I want to, I won't.

I'm seriously quite worried+scared of how I'm gna cont playg. Nothing's helping. Not t mention how you scare me w all the protective measures I've to take just to do one simple damn thing which has never hurt before all this - skip. If everythg's like a hazard or like dangerous, might as well not live alr. Zz

What we think is really how we perceive it. It's like if we think of something hard enough and convince people or ourselves to think that it's the truth/fact, that's that.

It's like defining something our way. Somewhere along the way, we seen, heard, and learn too much. We complicate the simplicity.

Fall when you're ready.

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It's like people expects thgs from you - to be there, to be there with words, to be the damn good friend. And so you do. It's like you're never enough but you try.

UGHHHHH JUST GO AWY WON'T YOU. HOW COME YOU NEVER FAIL TO SPOIL SOMEONE'S DAY!?!?

GO AWAY. THERE'S THIS PRIVACY LINE THAT YOU SHOULD NEVER CROSS. YOU DON'T GET TO FLIP THROUGH JUST ANY OF MY STUFFS. GO. AWAY.

Whatever. If you shut up and cut off my allowance, it's not like I'll come begging at your feet. I'm so much better than that. And it just shows how loser you are. Goodbye, and thanks for anything up to now.

I guess the thing about me missing and liking this team so much is cus my netball career has gone thy far, and stopped thy far. And I've never really played competitive netball after that. And so the mind captured the most beautiful memories at the worst of times. So you can't blame me when I keep harping on about how great the team is, and how I ( Read more... )

Things may not be in your control, but you get to choose a lot of things in any situation; choose how you should be feeling, choose what to take out of it whether good or bad, choose how to get out of it, choose how to resolve it. So you actually are in control anyway.

I choose not to fall apart so I won't have the tendency to keep doing it. I ( Read more... )