(insert higher power(s) here)

Give me the fortitude and the proper attitude to forgive, no matter how much I want to hate and rage.

Thank you.

Adam

Still up in Vermont ( Read more... )

on the train again today...be back next weekish? Not sure.

Sometimes, I wish I had a warm place to lay my head and settle down...I am not sad, just missing the constant of such a thing.

Sunburned and tired, will update soon. Ren Faire was good and fun, but not very profitable, I sold some things, but the walk through traffic was shitty.

More soon..

On a rack in a store for a discount price ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night that I was talking to the biggest turtle I have ever seen, like the one in Neverending Story big. We chatted for what seemed like hours, and then he bit my arm, and it didn't bleed, and the bite was heart shaped..and I marveled at it..and woke up.

Got to love dreams.

Tonight, I miss the sound of the Baker across the street coming through the window, the Lunar moths, the cats and the home and life that I used to be part of ( Read more... )

Dear brain,

I had a dream last night of that woman again, younger than me, dark blonde hair, artistic and sarcastic, intelligent and very alive. I don't know who she is, but I would appreciate some sort of heads up so I have some witty banter to reply with, instead of just staring and feeling stupid..even if it is only a dream.

Thank you

Adam

In this early morning, with no sound other than my paintbrush being cleaned in a glass jar, and the crickets outside the window, a windchime on some darkened porch in the street..I hear a single bird cry out in the night...and then stop. Just once.

I think I am ready.

a

I have begun to associate train rides with highly emotional times in my life..and I guess this is good, because trains relax me and give me passive time to think ( Read more... )