infinite, anyone/sungjong, ownership.
anonymous
August 13 2012, 00:35:14 UTC
in which Sungjong is ambivalent.
slightly dark is okay and encouraged. if filled as smut especially, Sungjong is not a delicate (emotionally) submissive flower! he just has a feminine image - from which the assumptions that result are a fault of normalised gender roles more than anything - but that's a story for another time.
how to be an idol and its synonyms, sungjong/infinite
anonymous
August 13 2012, 02:46:09 UTC
it's like a spectrum: his days can be measured in twisted to innocuous, from dark to light. days he can feel every particle of himself buzzing with energy to the days he feels like he's watching a boy who looks exactly like himself from a distance and his only thought is for that boy to run or disappear or never to exist at all
( ... )
this... this is so heartbreaking D: you definitely didn't shy away from dark haha. sungjong once said in an early interview his biggest fear was 'being alone'- and that's manifested itself so clearly here. the dynamic here feels like a giant 'what-if?' where the group never became so close friends, its members tending a little more towards abusive. i don't claim to know everything there is to know about infinite, nor have i watched all their shows, but ahh this makes me glad they're (for the most part) bros in rl D: D:
you kind of get the feeling nothing really changes: you could replace the beginning with the ending or vice versa and only the nuance would change. it kind of makes me want to shake sungjong and yell, sever, SEVER but then
;-;
it's definitely different - i.e. less kinky/consensual, more angsty - from what i had in mind, but then again that's the whole fun of anon memes. don't apologise! <3
i'm so glad you didn't mind it! i was afraid it'd read too non-consensual and dark for your liking but it was a really good prompt because i could explore what infinite would be like to sungjong if everything was darker and a lot more twisted.
thank you for this prompt, anon - more sungjong-centric fics need to exist, and this definitely got me thinking :')
the pleasure's mine <3 and ditto on the lack of sungjong-centric fics! the maknae's so underappreciated D: he's definitely one of the nicest personality-wise, minus the teen rebellion thing he's got going on sometimes, even (especially?) outside the main focus of a camera. like when he was just chilling with hwayoung and watching out for her at the idol olympics- as an equal, not a 'protector'.
Re: how to be an idol and its synonyms, sungjong/infinite (2/2)
anonymous
August 13 2012, 05:14:23 UTC
this was so tasty to read and the whole time i was salivating. i love how with sunggyu and woohyun, the bullying is almost vanilla in comparison to myungsoo not only doing things with/to him but... making him up, almost dressing him up and seasoning him for eating in the process o__o omg i love it!
Re: how to be an idol and its synonyms, sungjong/infinite (2/2)
anonymous
August 13 2012, 11:31:57 UTC
this is amazing asfasgfasfgkj. from sunggyu and woohyun being so casual about it to myungsoo's version of it.... ugh, so sad and so beautifully written.
Re: how to be an idol and its synonyms, sungjong/infinite (2/2)
anonymous
August 15 2012, 18:36:49 UTC
my god this was lovely. tbh i dont read infinite fics (only ever read two) so idk how they are but i really like sungjong! to me he gives this broken child look, and this fic sorta delivered that to me? ;~~;
slightly dark is okay and encouraged. if filled as smut especially, Sungjong is not a delicate (emotionally) submissive flower! he just has a feminine image - from which the assumptions that result are a fault of normalised gender roles more than anything - but that's a story for another time.
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you kind of get the feeling nothing really changes: you could replace the beginning with the ending or vice versa and only the nuance would change. it kind of makes me want to shake sungjong and yell, sever, SEVER but then
;-;
it's definitely different - i.e. less kinky/consensual, more angsty - from what i had in mind, but then again that's the whole fun of anon memes. don't apologise! <3
...oh god the ending.
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thank you for this prompt, anon - more sungjong-centric fics need to exist, and this definitely got me thinking :')
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