exo, group fic
anonymous
July 3 2012, 23:33:23 UTC
as they disembark from a plane after returning to korea from overseas all the members except for one begin to experience amnesia. the farther they travel from the plane the worse it gets.
i don't want to get over you [1/5]
anonymous
July 10 2012, 19:56:30 UTC
i don't want to get over (you don't even remember) us implied junmyeon/kai, pg.
note: sorry, i couldn't think of any particular reason for the amnesia, so ~magical realism~ it is. u____u ALSO SORRY FOR THE OTHER POST, MISFIRE AND CODING ISSUE.The first thing that goes wrong is Kyungsoo, who turns to Junmyeon and says, "Wait, did we just get to China
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Re: i don't want to get over you [2/5]
anonymous
July 10 2012, 19:57:00 UTC
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By the time the vans start, Junmyeon isn't laughing. Baekhyun falls asleep on Jongdae's shoulder the minute they hit the highway, but wakes up with a start halfway through the ride. "Hey, are we-hey," he says, squinting up at Jongdae's face. "Sorry for falling asleep on your shoulder."
"Why are you apologizing?" Jongdae laughs.
"Usually it's rude to fall asleep on a stranger," Baekhyun says. In the stunned silence that follows, he brushes off Jongdae's shirt shyly, looks around."Hey, I think I might-you're Junmyeon, right?" he says with a friendly wave in Junmyeon's direction.
"Is this some prank that Chanyeol thought up?" Jongin asks, leaning over the back of Jongdae's seat to prod Baekhyun on the shoulder. "You can tell us. We won't admit you spilled the secret."
Baekhyun blinks at them all, smile faltering. "Who's Chanyeol?" he says.
His voice is too loud. Junmyeon thinks of the first time they met, how Baekhyun's voice filled the room during their introductions. Would make a good vocalist, Junmyeon had thought. Loud
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Re: i don't want to get over you [3/5]
anonymous
July 10 2012, 19:58:08 UTC
After Kyungsoo had packed up his things, Sehun and Chanyeol piled up their mattresses in Jongin's room, as if they were refugees waiting for deportation. Yesterday Junmyeon had found them huddled together in the common room, making impersonal jokes, sniggering at Chanyeol's impressions. When no one else follows his lead, Junmyeon had to swallow hard to keep himself from screaming
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Re: i don't want to get over you [4/5]
anonymous
July 10 2012, 20:01:09 UTC
In the silence before he's dismissed, Junmyeon turns to look out his window. He wonders if he is going to live a life of sympathy forever. Sympathy for the wasted seven years, sympathy for the erased year. It's the only thing anyone thinks he deserves.
Outside it is grey. As if he were living in a movie, it starts to rain. When the rain stops, he thinks, I'm going to go back to the dorm, and everyone will be there waiting for me, and it will be one big, long, four month joke. Chanyeol will be waiting, because he can never keep a secret to himself for long. Kyungsoo will try to make it up to me by giving me the largest servings at dinner. And it'll be as if nothing happened, it'll be as if we came back from China, and everything was a dream.Junmyeon doesn't want to admit it, but it's harder these days to believe he isn't the one who is crazy. He wakes up some mornings thinking that this is the real reality, that he lived in a dream for seven months, seven months where they told him he was an idol, seven months where he had finally,
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Re: i don't want to get over you [5/5]
anonymous
July 10 2012, 20:03:00 UTC
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For Junmyeon, forgetting is hard, and every time he thinks memory has laid itself to rest, it comes back like a punch to the stomach, sharper and clumsier each time.
He comes across a message board for SM Town. One of the threads asks, does anyone know what really happened to exo????
who cares, someone snarks.
SME ALWAYS TREATS THEIR ARTIST POORLY MAYBE THEY DECIDED IT WASN'T WORTH IT AND SM PUNISHED THEM BY FORCING THEM TO NEVER TALK ABOUT IT WE'LL NEVER KNOW, someone else rages.
it's like they all mysteriously died, another former fan writes. i worry about them still.
Junmyeon clicks on the comment box, types out, It would have been better if we did die. The cursor blinks at him accusingly, daring him to him to say it. He stares back and eventually turns off his computer without posting anything at all
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Re: i don't want to get over you [5/5]
anonymous
July 10 2012, 22:32:22 UTC
op here! thank you so much. this is sad and my heart aches for suho. i really like how you interpreste dteh prompt and handled the memory loss realistically. :)
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implied junmyeon/kai, pg.
note: sorry, i couldn't think of any particular reason for the amnesia, so ~magical realism~ it is. u____u ALSO SORRY FOR THE OTHER POST, MISFIRE AND CODING ISSUE.The first thing that goes wrong is Kyungsoo, who turns to Junmyeon and says, "Wait, did we just get to China ( ... )
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By the time the vans start, Junmyeon isn't laughing. Baekhyun falls asleep on Jongdae's shoulder the minute they hit the highway, but wakes up with a start halfway through the ride. "Hey, are we-hey," he says, squinting up at Jongdae's face. "Sorry for falling asleep on your shoulder."
"Why are you apologizing?" Jongdae laughs.
"Usually it's rude to fall asleep on a stranger," Baekhyun says. In the stunned silence that follows, he brushes off Jongdae's shirt shyly, looks around."Hey, I think I might-you're Junmyeon, right?" he says with a friendly wave in Junmyeon's direction.
"Is this some prank that Chanyeol thought up?" Jongin asks, leaning over the back of Jongdae's seat to prod Baekhyun on the shoulder. "You can tell us. We won't admit you spilled the secret."
Baekhyun blinks at them all, smile faltering. "Who's Chanyeol?" he says.
His voice is too loud. Junmyeon thinks of the first time they met, how Baekhyun's voice filled the room during their introductions. Would make a good vocalist, Junmyeon had thought. Loud ( ... )
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Outside it is grey. As if he were living in a movie, it starts to rain. When the rain stops, he thinks, I'm going to go back to the dorm, and everyone will be there waiting for me, and it will be one big, long, four month joke. Chanyeol will be waiting, because he can never keep a secret to himself for long. Kyungsoo will try to make it up to me by giving me the largest servings at dinner. And it'll be as if nothing happened, it'll be as if we came back from China, and everything was a dream.Junmyeon doesn't want to admit it, but it's harder these days to believe he isn't the one who is crazy. He wakes up some mornings thinking that this is the real reality, that he lived in a dream for seven months, seven months where they told him he was an idol, seven months where he had finally, ( ... )
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For Junmyeon, forgetting is hard, and every time he thinks memory has laid itself to rest, it comes back like a punch to the stomach, sharper and clumsier each time.
He comes across a message board for SM Town. One of the threads asks, does anyone know what really happened to exo????
who cares, someone snarks.
SME ALWAYS TREATS THEIR ARTIST POORLY MAYBE THEY DECIDED IT WASN'T WORTH IT AND SM PUNISHED THEM BY FORCING THEM TO NEVER TALK ABOUT IT WE'LL NEVER KNOW, someone else rages.
it's like they all mysteriously died, another former fan writes. i worry about them still.
Junmyeon clicks on the comment box, types out, It would have been better if we did die. The cursor blinks at him accusingly, daring him to him to say it. He stares back and eventually turns off his computer without posting anything at all ( ... )
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so very beautiful, writer-anon. thank you. &heart;
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