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[sepania]

I feel so trapped by this life. Every part of me knows that there is something more to our earthly presence than the bland habitation and paridoxical existence that we are presented with. How do we find it? How do I find it? As of late it is driving me to a breaking point. Perhaps that's what I need. Maybe the disjunction is a door to the next

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[jadep]

Ugh, I want to say how much I hate, hate, HATE that feeling of WTF? that comes and goes when my life feels less than secure. It scares me, it bogs me down, and it makes my stomach hurt. However, I have found that if you just embrace those feelings, even the bad ones, and just go with the flow of things, your life will be a lot smoother. This coming from a person who is CONSTANTLY up in the air about everything might not give it much validity, but I hope you make it out ok.

I can't wait for flipside either. *big cheesy grin*

[sepania]

Well, the issue is not lack of security. I don't tend to worry about that sort of thing any more. It's more a lack of meaning that I struggle with. The daily grind that we all seem to have to endure is what drives me crazy. There HAS to be more to life than that. It's just too amazing for it to be spent toiling over material wealth. I know I'm worth more than that, but I don't know how to rise above it... how to live for more than what society tells us we should.

[jadep]

I think you just have to break more of society's rules. Not break the law, though...

Tonight, I would like it very much if you put some food coloring in your bath water. See how abnormal THAT feels.

[astrosmiley]

The only thing we have absolute control over in this world is how we choose to frame the circumstances of our life, I believe. The story of your life is yours to write :^)

And yes, I think Flipside is going to be very transformative this year, call it a hunch :^)

[sepania]

I love the way you worded that. I shall make this my mantra.

[djjobe]

Smile... Black baby Jesus loves you =)