Because I was there, I understand how impossible it seems to love yourself before you love another. I was there, and it sucked. And I didn't believe it was true. And most of the time I believed that I really did love myself. But most of the time I was lying because it was more comfortable to lie to myself than to come to terms with the fact that I ( Read more... )

Last night I went to the Lizard Lounge for several hours, all of which were spent dancing or drinking water to keep from vomiting from the intense dancing. I haven't been there for years, and likewise, I haven't danced like that for, possibly, years. God that felt good.

I guess I just wanted to remember that. I've still got it. Oh yeah.

I see a beauty in this world that so few see.
I find an eminence in you that even you don't believe.
And I have so little impatience for insecurity,
that my inspiration goes unnoticed - usually.

Oranges are, quite probably, the world's most perfect fruit.

Carry on.

I'm alive again!

The comedown from my fall from grace this year was much more intense than anticipated, but I've finally achieved my state of zen, and I'm loving it. I am so happy this moment. I'm in love with this moment. This life. Everything.

I needed to share that.

Things I learned this time ( Read more... )

Flipside is awfully close, and I am itching with anticipation.

AHHHHHHHHHH!

Every relationship goes through those phases where things just don't seem to go right no matter what you do. It's frustrating, and it makes it seem like maybe it wasn't as great as you'd built it up to be. And then the phase ends and you're right back where you were (*click* picture *click*) and you can't help but smile for doubting it in the first ( Read more... )

Am I the only person who's having trouble with myspace? I haven't been able to log on for two days. Something must be wrong with my computer. Maybe it's a blessing in disguise.

Blah.

I need to take at least three trips this summer, and the way I'm counting it it's looking like four not counting Flipside (though that is the ultimate of trips). Aaron asked me today if we could go to Orlando, which is precisely what I had been hoping to do this summer. My goal is to take him on at least one major trip per year. Last year was San ( Read more... )