My girl friend and I are going through similiar situations right now (friends with benefits)... over the weekend we got to talking and I mentioned my guy giving me mixed signals. She said her guy is guilty of doing the exact same thing.

Guy gets jealous when I/she talks to another guy, BUT yet our men try and hook us up with their friends or dudes ( Read more... )

I thought I posted this 3 weeks ago, but apparently it was saved as a draft.... oof...

September 11, 2009:

Ha. Either I'm clairvoyant, or he's predictable.

I picked him up from work last night at 11:30pm, and we went and hung out with some friends for the remainder of the night. We almost passed out watching a movie at our friend's place but then I  ( Read more... )

I know I always say it and never seem to follow through but this time I mean it...

I am gonna post an update soon.

It's been far too long, and I could use an outlet. The people who lend me their ears in my day to day life seem to suck at providing ears that actually work. I swear, these people don't listen. Or, they really are as selffish as I fear ( Read more... )

 So much to say and who knows where to start.... but I've got some things I need to get out of my head. And good ole LJ is here for me to do that and hopefully I can get some feedback. I've got to get ready for work but when I get back, I'm going on a venting overload so be prepared.

To get things started I'll spit this out now...............

+ I ( Read more... )

I don't know where I am at in my life ( Read more... )

Well, I can't sleep...I WAS, but then I got a TEXT message from someone (Coooonor lol) Now I'm awake cause I can't stop this evening's text convo with Kevin from running through my head and trying to figure out what exactly it means.

Convo goes as follows:

Kev: What u doin?
Me: I'm hangin out with Jenna. What are you doin?
Kev: Call me when ur done. ( Read more... )

I'm not sure if the meeting with Kevin is what has me thinking about him more then I thought I would or if its the fact that he hasn't called...which still makes me think that the encounter meant more to me then I thought it would.

I keep waiting for a phone call or text about when our next rendezvous will be but I haven't received anything. I'm ( Read more... )

Will my life ever settle down and be normal?

A lot has changed since my last update, so I'll be quick and to the point.

Oct 16, Kevin and I broke up. For a lot of reasons that I understand now but at the same time I still see it as stupid. I've excepted our break up, took awhile since it seemed random and I was pregnant, but I ended up living at the ( Read more... )

Quick update...

I got fired Aug 13 so thats why I haven't been on in aaaages. Also, we still don't have the net at the new place. But hopefully soon...I just need to get my computer fixed before I start paying for the internet.
I started a new job Aug 23ish at a preschool. I'm an assistant teacher, well on my way to BEING a teacher. Lane gets to go ( Read more... )

I got the go ahead and "I trust you" from Kevin today to get started on some ideas I have for the house... woo hoo... so here's some before pictures. I'll post the during and after shots as the process goes. :) Good news is, almost everything we buy (materials, paint, blinds etc) we can take off our rent. As you can see, we've just been sticking ( Read more... )